KAYAN.

2007-06-02T21:46:00.000-07:00

blogger is my drift.

sheryl, i used your word.

2007-04-25T19:52:00.000-07:00

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2007-04-22T05:04:00.000-07:00

goodmorning world.

i have not been sleeping well at all for these week . always waking up,having nightmares,turn on the television which i never watch at all, falling asleep again. yesterday i on the television whole night i think :(

BUT

hur today feels like the past . me and yanrong chat from early early morning until no so early mornings and we pin pointing on everybody gossip gossip gossip and talk about so many people and everything happening around school. she listening to all my comments on everybody except that we never go parkway for breakfast ): not i don't want lah but walking too much makes me giddy and we will probably be at yakun kaya toast chiong on eggs and walk around blah? and crap until so jialat. baking cookies. painting nails. pouring glitter around her room. wearing super weirdly go bugis. yanrong 1 come to think of it , that time i wear until like typical young ahlians lei . ew?

but we replaced that with our tradition !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
( i nearly puke out all my oat that i was eating when i was laughing )

reading our MARK MY WORDS ! YOU MARK MY WORDS !! YOU BETTER MARK MY WORS! blog. ahhahahahah i think that blog can always turn over my stomach. reading all those hahahahah blogs and laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing. hurhurhur ! right DUDE. comedian.

then chatted with whaleson . :D

wiLLy says:
when we gng ur hse , i miss soaking my leg in the pool when there is no star

WAH I REMEMBER THAT TIME AR. that period of time . everybody keep coming my house downstairs and slack. and LIM LIANGYU laughing at the top of his voice until my sister called me and ask liangyu to quiet down when i live at 26 floor -.- and me trying to get liangyu band from the swimming pool and i fell into the pool -.- and match making ruth and wan hui ! wah ! see how long they last already !! wah that happened like 7 months ago lei ):

sigh. time pass so fast. like time clique 7 . remember we ton out at suntec city slack until cannot slack anymore? watch like ghost movie in the middle of the night? hahahahahah when we didnt even know its a ghost show? pia-ing arcade like 24 hours? ah, all of us stopped arcade already not completely but only go randomly only . awwwww , i miss memories ):

shiyong , the one that watch me grow up and see me go through every single shit in the world for two years plus plus plus already.

looking at the situations of the sec X now. woah jialat. they would actually understand more when they grow older. i wonder if anyone got laugh as hard as me and yanrong when they read my blog? realised that i chnage alot within the two months. low profile is like so much better ? hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha .

i will probably blog about gentlemans afterwards.

2007-04-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

________ is being a sucker . he's always messaging me telling me about drugs or whatsoever and when i always calls him and condamn him . he goes ' you kayan ar? oh, nothing bye, ' pathetic freak. i wonder what does he do in his life man. gambling all him money on our netball matches and every small little thing he says ' Kayan, you want to bet? ' and in the end he lose the bet. i don't understand his weird charactor. ah, he's not even related to me or whatever shit. but he's always putting words in my mouth which is really pissing me off.

netball pictures finally :

ahahah , i deleted the picture.
( i look damn stupid & fat.)

}1830pm
i don't wish to blog anymore.

}1022pm
just came back from downstairs. kimsohia ron aldrich fel chatted like 2 hours ? i think? heartwwarming. gossiped everything i think if we were to go chalet or have bbq i tink we can chat until morning ah ha ha which is definately happening soon ! cheers . thanks kimsophia for the letter . wheeeeeee~

2007-04-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

/&because god's at your side.everything went smoothly with your plan, sucker.

}0929am
i want a penpal from america . don't you think their life is cool? go school , no uniform , hot cheerleaders , hot rugby/basketball players , lockers everything? prom night . all the hot guys finding the girls but i think stay low profile better if not you have to take the trouble to care about your dressings? i want a penpal from france also. i want to know how their life is there. just like me ! 15 . i hope i wouldnt find a nerd x). internet so big lei , i think they use other things rather than msn/friendster or even blogger.

i keep playing GIRLFRIEND from caoge's album. don't know why. my table filled with things. and good news ! hur ! my father's going to renovate my roooom ! i need a personal tutor for like 2 weeks. cheap and nice . intro?

i cant sleep properly these few days. it's like i sleep around? 1 + and wake up sleep wake up sleep nightmare everything and confirm wake up at 9am. sighs. flu ): coughing is the worst thing i can have now. pray for me not to get cough k . SHIYONG. i need your help already. don't know who to tell already ): rarr rarr. sorry ruth about the ten bucks x(

want another meaningful thing? HA! went blog-jumping again. read soooo many lower secondary people blogs. wonder why they everytime use the word fuck? abit abit **** la abit abit **** lah. all the same like i don't know? trendy. HA

}1050am
i seriously cannot continue reading my past post. including jan 2007

}1148am
i start to hate the way i blog already. >:(

}1745pm
today was the most bareeeeee and boring match i ever see.

}2209pm
went down met yanjun meryl and friends to chat abit.

yanjun's my laughing gas since i don't know when

p.s : my wound's kinda in pain despite the help of painkillers.

}1109pm
feel so stupid now. :/ i feel so drowsy and my wound's very painful. sigh

2007-04-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

} something meaningful that i have read (:

the problems growing up

i had never thought it would be so difficult. no, i am not talking about examinations or some experiment. i am talking about growing up. one does not know what one's feelings are. when people treat me like an adult, i wish they treat me like a child and when they treat me as a child i feel unhappy and angry that they do not treat me as an adult. its a problem of being in the in-between stage

my greatest problem is adjusting to the social image. i am constantly being told " you are old enough to understand " ; " A big girl like you shouldn't behave like this "; " what will people say? " ; " you can't dress like that and go out ". there are many do's and don'ts. these are related to social codes and modes of behaviour and dress. i find it so hard to remember that growing up means ceasing to be carefree and also careless. it means being hedged in.

when i was a child , visitors patted me on the head , or said " hi" and then turn to my parents and talk to them. before long , my mother would say " go child , go and play " . now, it is quite different. they feel compelled to talk to me and if they don't , my mother assigns me some task. so it ends up getting up and answering phone calls , making cups of tea, and making small talk which does not interest me.

growing up also means worry about holiday jobs. it means learning to organize one's time and one's money. very often it may mean to organise one's time and one's money , or in order to earn money for a new dress.

fewer concessions are made for one as one grows older and hates to be caught on the wrong foot. one becomes self-conscious. believe me, being self-conscious is a severe handicap . i am finding out for myself. it seems so childish to blush at the slightest reason.

but growing up is not bad in all its aspects. its is tough, but it is not bad. there are plenty of compensation. one is able to get more respects from childish and also obedience. there is more freedom to do what one likes, except for a word of warning now and then, the reins are not held so tight. one gets more privacy and this privacy is respected. it is no loner neccessary to tag along one's parent. it is possible to open a bank account and take up a job. all these things boost up one's morale

the hardest part of growing is going to the doctor on one's own. the other day when i had to have a new pair of spectacles, my mother dropped me at the doctor's clinic and said she would pick me up later. this i could manage but i dread going to the dentist on my own.

its a different world in many ways, more lonely and private but more free. growing up is difficult for it means being on your own, having to take some decisions and facing the consequences. its is as if when in stretching oneself, and the effect of stretching causes a physical pain as if the limbs were being streched. the only sad part is that one has no choice. one cannot choose grow or not to grow, those who refuse to grow , opt out of the system, and end up being freaks and mentally retarded. one has to grow up or relegated to the backwaters. that does not mean a return to the childhood. it is a one way journey, a road which one does not travel twice over.

my advice to young people - people like me - would be
" grow up m but don't be in a hurry to grow up ."

( i will still update the previous post. )

2007-04-19T09:40:00.000-07:00

/an apple a day keeps a doctor away.
that explains everything. ha.

}0945am

morning are the best time to study when i wake up and feel refreshed. exams are coming nearer already and i am getting more and more worried already. i think im going to fail my art already ): shucks. i want a num shirt ): sigh. anyways , KL netball trip's coming , im excited ! and i don't get to play. but still i can go there enjoy . hurrr . but i rather go bintan? );

i read yanrong blog. i laughed again. everytime come contact with her i will laugh. na, give you her blog (clickhere) . you will laugh? and my wound will start to tear apart again. ps : quite vugluar. haha. she alawys claims that i was the one who make her into a vuglarities person. >:( disgusting. sighhhhhhhhh.

}1118am
i used one and a half hour editing a freaking photo instead of doing maths >:(

}1200pm
WOAH. I FINISH MY MATHS. with alot of blanks ): shucks i still got two question for history to study today. i need help for social studies.

}1307
the things is really meaningful right. that's why when you do something childish or stupid. people say you once and forget it if they care for you abit. and if people care for you alot. they keeps nagging over and over again until you think that they are irritating and naggy but when they stops , you are happy but sad to say, they no longer care anymore. that's why when you do anything stupid people choose to leave you alone and realised it yourself.

i have alot of spare time now & i picked up a interest in reading (:

}1643
HAHA I IGNORE FELICIA AND I'M BLOGGIN NOW. she dying for my company because elvira's sleeping and she's all aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. she msn-ing me like crazy and i don't care about her. from 2 until just now i have been studying studying studying. i feel so proud of myself ! hahaha my mother's yanking me to go bathe. how sad felicia. my mother asked me why seetleei and jaslene never come over my house and they come over know ! they waited one hour plus leh ! very sweet can!

if I'm a guy i shall like them. too bad i am a girl hurhurhur !

xoxoxoxxo

i need to calm myself down first before i blog. i don't know what cause me to be so hyper now. but whatever. i have been laughing and everything. every body's sleeping. i just bathed. awwwwww. bathing is a very troublesome thing for me to do now. sighs. cannot wet my wound whatever and AT THE RATE HOW I AM WALKING i think i am go in to break my back soon. eat my oat. and yadayada. shiyong's blushing. :D alrights. lester's studying. aldrich sleeping. he sounds very very fierce on phone. :( elvira's sleeping. felicia's begging for my company. ho!

i feel like a small kid now. wheeeeeeeeee.

}1920
hello. I'm sick of tomatoes. i have been eating it for days.

i was 'poke-ing' aldrich online because he ignored me. then i drew him a knife. because he ignore me so i got irritated and i drew him a knife stabbing him instead of poking him hahah and he reply this !!

}2116pm
actually, i should be mugging now. but sighs. problems ): i feel like hanging out now? feels like so long i have never go out. but staying home is good too. you dont have to worry about not spending money :( sigh. i want to go out. but i cant even walk now. $$$$. i feel so sad now. ah.

}2043pm
i finish mugging. I'm tired thanks to my medicine. and its going to rain soon. sighs. i have alot of things to catch up especially principles of accounts and social studies. i think i work better as a private candidate. staying at home and mug and use the computer to learn butter than wasting all my time on school which like so useless?

makes me cut short my time for sleeping
waste 6 hours of continuously studying in class which i don't really listen to
and sleep in class which waste my time
cca after school resulting in like 7 pm then reach home
feeling so tired that i cant study
even if I'm not tired i will blog.
i left with 2 hours to study.
if i mug overnight means i have to sleep whole day in the morning in school
school take actions.

ha. I'm in studying mood but when exams end , i will have nothing to do. that's why i like exam periods. sian. i hate school now. i got my interest in studying already . not for Chinese yet of course. sigh. i need help for social studies. i am tired. i love my long mc now ! save me alot of cabbing fare $$$ outside eating $$$ also.

i feel that my social life is shut off already
( i think i put it in the wrong way , but can understand right? )

2007-04-18T21:47:00.000-07:00

SO M I A PRO TEMPLETE OR WHARD? HAHAHA !
insan-NITY ( is it ? )

1248pm/

i think i will just keep updating this post already. if not i will probably screw my blog. so yeah i will just keep updating and updating and updating ! anyway. i start to like my blog now. nose pericings are abit outdated now ? i dont see much nose piercing people already. :O I HAVE A CRAVING OF SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTRE/STARBUCKS but thinking of those walks those steps that i have to take to get my way there. oh well, forget it.

( im a templete -.- )
let's rephrase : SO AM I A PRO IN TEMPLETE OR WHAT.
( that's better )

1526pm/

BOR-ING. i did nothing from the last time i post until now. watch mtv mtv mtv. boreeeeee. you know actually , if you cab down from bedok its like like $3.60 from bedok to my house & when you take bus it takes 20 mins. ZZZ waiting for them to come over are like torture not because they are guys but because they always di-li-de-li. boreeeeeee. i haven't study finish my history. ok the ONE QUESTION.

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed food that i can taste :/ my house going to have fishes again. then when you have nothing to do can just stand in front of the fish tank & stare at those i - only - have - 3 - seconds - memory creatures swimming around the tank aimlessly. hurhurhur. what'ss with dxo? boreeeee. everybody keep saying hey let's go dxo dxo dxo dxo. clubbing that fun meh :/ seeing everybody drunk. -.-

adam: hey want to go dxo during holidays ?
kayan : im just in front of dxo now -.-
* i happen to be infront of dxo when he called. *

1711pm/

sighs. i'm bored . im dissapointed that i waste that four hours just now . i don't wish to drag that thing until tomorrow and there one whole chunk of maths lying around that make me likeee huh? ah, shucks. now i know why girls are better then guys. haha. sighs. ): four hours. i feel down again. sighs. elvira should actually go school today. i don't have a phone now also. you know that place wher they placed the needle and insert super werid things into your body? yeah that part is like super blueblack now. >:( whatever? its it's gonna leave a scar i think I'm gonna cry because the scar after the op is enough to ).=

sighs.

2015pm/

of people. just now was i don't know? they came over. ron.aldrich.kim.lester but i got like frustrated at the begining. but hur after awhile i was alright lah ! :D end up serving friendster and criticising alotHAHA ! then rain. four guys. four MANS shared two umbrella within themselves. hahahah they look blooody gay. hur ! went around alot of sec two's blog today. that's all. i want icecream.

( you are just lucky that i went for op )

Weddings&Funerals

2007-04-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

i found out something.
my attention spend on something is very very short. :/

uh. nothing much. mugging today. that's all. not sure if they are coming over?
oh. i realised i have alot of cutie girly papers. HUR !
:D i shall start writing notes to everybody.
werid but i don't miss school.

i think i will die under the hands on medicineee & porriage.

ok im bored & i have nothing to blog.
i have no pictures too ):

can someone pro in templetes help me make my blog grey instead of black? :D

doubting.

xoxoxox

im like so in the mood to blog but i have nothing to blog :/ i keep going on those blogs that i always read over and over again but it doesnt seems to be updating ): DUH- they having school what , but still . . hurhur. chimology blogs are getting more and more that makes me want to read alot more books to improve my english !

sighs. after exams its good that i no need to go school but its sad that i cant walk properly . ): i lose 5 kg & stilll i feel so fat. i cant wait to be ultra white and my hair to be longggggg ! nails are also getting long already. wheeeeeeeeeeee. -.- i'm bored. i was studying history i wrote alot of notes over and over again. i realised my brain is'nt meant for memorizing so i have to understand by writing. good news : my handwriting finally got nicer.

my brother's coming back already. means i dont get to use the computer already , i don;t have the mood to actually fight with him anymore. my tongue cant even taste anything great now. oh did i blog about the starbucks thing? yesterday everybody came over AND THEY PURPOSELY BRING LIKE 4 CUPS OF STARBUCKS TO MY HOUSE K . >:( ! ah, whatever.

i wonder how can i improve my languges. i think i should start picking up the habit of .. reading newspaper? reading books cannot really help because i have to buy them ): i cant go to the library because i think my card is like heavily debted from those book i owe the library since primary six. talking about debted . my principals of accounts are like piles of shit. i need a tutor.

1 2 3 4 5 6

i took a 2 hours break after a half an hour study for history. >:( told you my attention spend on something is very very short ): even if i listen in class like for straight 35 minutes , i would probably be falling alsleep in the next period. do you realised how english lesson can be like useless? nair is a good teacher actually but she's boring and she doesnt really care so ya. ):

how does social studies go about? ):

when i was hospitalised alot of people brought me magazine. how nice. i have to go down toapahyo sports hall this friday. aw man , i don't want to walk. oh great news ! i finally studied my physics test and i got 17/25 ! ha ! i am happy (: yadaaa yadaaaa. boring >:( now's only 1220 . and everybody having poa now. :O they are most probably like slacking in class now. elvira's at home. AS USUAL . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think my blog the words very SMALL

highlight and read ? heh. im feeling very random now. listening to random chinese songs. with alot of book scattered around my table. with all my colourful PilotRexgrip pens lying all over my table and a calculater and two cups of water and the phone and the television behind me and my bed beside me and a body of johnson babypowder on the table and those cutie girly papers and my insufficient memory blanknotebook and my IC in my pencil box and my song just ended.

JACKDANIEL !

my greatest wish now is to have a wheelchair. HAHA. i'm bored. NOW ONLY 1229. sighs. i cant sleep . HA , IF I CAN SLEEP I WILL PROBABLY BE SLEEPING NOW? i feel like changing my link. but new blogger sucks so i don't bother. paperheart-t . sighs.

BORING!

2007-04-17T04:38:00.000-07:00

thank you :
all who have come to visit me

i got a 34-day medical certificate. hur ! means i can actually dye my hair now and just go to school for one week thn june holioday starts already. i don't have to do PE. but the most sad thing is that my mid year cannot be postpond , so it would be quite hectic when i have to concentrate on recovering and studying at the same time.

i hate my tan colour now and i want it to be white. hur! imagine me with white skin. cool. i lose alot of weight after the op. i look so skinny now? ): and my appetite is quite small. i cant take my favourite e e e e thang g g already . sigh. bye starbucks. i wonder if i can go outwardbound ? thanks for all the cards and presents. all super sweet . hur. it would all be in my room .

thinking of skipping school for the past one month is great but knowing that i cant move around that easily sucks ): i should say bye to ddr for a while because i cant even walk properly know. i really have difficultly walking and it feels like a baby and i DON"T LIKE to walk now , i rather stay on my bed.

hospital = jail

hospital is boring. hello, imagine you 3 am wake up and you cant sleep already !!!! ah, its not as scary as it seems . not like those in horror movies but yeah that time when iw as goin for the op was quite scary. after the op was hell. got better within two days ! its boring lah. i stayed there 90 hours. 90 HOURS LYING THERE. ):

to damai netball :
sory , i never take goof care of myself ):
cheers. we still are the nationals
p.s : I CANNNOT BELIEVE THAT NORTHVISTA IS IN NATIONALS
p.s.s : THEY NOW EVEN GOIN FINALS.
p.s.s : faints.

but those silent and quiet moment at the hospital are good. you actually get to know who are the most important people in your life which is definately family :D and you get to know who are those who actually take a longgggggg way to singapore general hospital to actually visit me . love !

i will be staying at home ): i want a wheelchair but my family just don't want to give me ): they want me to walk . sighs. walking is a difficulty for me. anyway. all of them came down just now. brighten up my day. hur ! all in my room which is ultra small? hur. heartwarming. cant wait for the june holiday fun man. i don't have 1 3 5 netball anymore ! and i can actually save alot of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ :D and i will get whiter and i will get better results because i studied . we are goin to pia studies this term.

thanks for all the teacher's concern also. (:
p.s : i wastes 300 message replying everybody that im fine.

uh , i need the toilet.

2007-04-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

THANKYOU JASLENE^^

hur. she the one providing all the tissue paper. having a super helpless face because she don't know how to react. and everybody asking her. what happen to kayan ? what happen to kayan ? and she repeatedly say i don't know . i don't know. i don't know. hur ! & pei-ing me find my prata shop and get scolded by Mr yew & hur ! i dont know how you keep so calm. if i were you , i will probably slap the girl's face. HUR :D

today morning was )': hur. jaslene , i am fine now. to actually think that i am going to die. hurhurhur ! maths lesson / chinese lesson all was _____________. until ms zan , the funny & the short teacher made me laughhhhhhh & she calls me bitch instead kayan >:] nah, actually is seetleei that made me laugh. awwwwww

THANKYOU SEETLEEI ^^

I WILL CONFIRM REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID JUST NOWWWWWW !

gym-ed again. didn't sleep again & ya . i dont like skiping like so many lessons . doing nothing at gym . etc ? i rahter stay in class and crap with jaslene and gossip about people. went to kallang. match postponed again. went back home. mother cook noodles (: full.

surfing friendster. saw this camwhore idiot. wah. so many pictures of herself only.ew

' its REAL REAL REAL hot. '
* rolls eyes.

2007-04-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

i shall blog out everything about today since im bored now.
and now's already 11.22pm.

morning draggggggg out of my bed. went to school. silent reading ! nah , more of meeting. :O I FORGOT I CANT BE LATE FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW. SHUCKS ! syaz gave us little little slips again. my notebook having syazwani's notes. back to class chemistry. gossip with jaslene again and again laugh laugh laugh again. recess tapao again. fan choi again. social studies lessons are OHMYGOODNESS ): torturing. but i can see the dissapointed face from ms tan whenever i tell her i dont have my notes ):

sorry

chiong to gym. settle my place and took seetleei's phone and listen and slept. woke up went to canteen. as usual chinese one side malay one side. im always with the malays? thoughts starts to keep flying around my mind. went back to gym . photo takings ! hur. super fun. i look stupid+stupid. shall upload soon. until i get a new phone la. got up the bus. rugby got match , softball got match also. p t t f ?

went to kallang. ms zan speech kinda motivated me. seniors all came down. hur ! but rain. what the hell ): I GOT THE MOOD TO ACTUALLY TRASH THEM ALREADY KNOW! so i quickly packed up and ran out of kallang because it was raining ): thn saw sheryl. talked to her for awhile and jaslene cab came. cab to kallang and $$$ and apple something-ed . ^^

some misunderstandings on platform everybody got irritate and started screaming. innocent ones trying to clam those aggitated people down & yeah . came to a conculsion , go marinal seoul garden ! walked around marinal first? then went to eat. me and lester got one whole table to ourselves , others cramp up at one place.

rithy came over and eat until aroundd 8.30? taxidrivers are ___________. took mrt homed. oh the way back everybody stop stop stop go in shop blah ! >:( lester and everybody started speaking british and everything. and others trying to figure out what me and elvira talking with our language and figure out what me and lester and felicia's cantonese. hur ! i have alot of languages.

THEY KNOW WHERE'S MY WEAKEST POINT ALREADY ! >:(
irritating.

sorry for venting my temper on you guys just now ):

home.

2007-04-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

its not as if i want this to happen.

how to be a bitch and attract attention in school canteen

run around screeeeeching
chasing the guys and screeeeeeeeeching
laughing and throwing chairs so that people will look at you
lastly hit the guy.

2007-04-11T03:55:00.000-07:00

i actually passed my oral despite all the fumbles and shit i said.
me and seetleei communicated like yah.
i don't know whye do i even bother writing those freaking notes
everything's so screwed that i don't know how to handle anything anymore
my spine's hurting.
it kills to be arrogent , selffar
so, better watch out. im fire-d up enough now already
thinking of looking down and revenge for the seniors. poof.
please play well or else you will probably kill me on court .
history history history. probably fail ?
( thats what i meant, i studied and studied and yet results cant come out. )
yeah, you will probably be thinking. yeah. you didnt even put in effort.
what do you know ? shut that gap up man.
school was as boring as usual .
im trying to keep as quiet.
when people says they can be there but actually they don't even give a damn about you
feel as if you are struggle in the ocean alone.
rumors about this & that which actually i don't really care.
the laughs and those looks and those acting / you will get your revenge someday.
its better to feel pain then not to .
lowest day of the week.
ah, shutup.

' ... goes wrong '
HOW BAD IS YOUR FREAKING ENGLISH?

2007-04-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

i have actually been doing a lot of thinking these few days , uh that actually explains my quietness nowadays. i realized how much my temper have changed , how much weight i have gain , how many people i promise them something but i still cant do it , how many things i want to prove to you people i can actually do it but still fails as usual , how much i let you down , how much i have spend my time doing useless things and lastly how much have i spend for the entire semester.

im sorry

X X X X X X X X X
please watch what you are doing , you are coping me :(

2007-04-10T04:14:00.000-07:00

indelible wounds

morning was said by my maid that she woke me up earlier but i don't even remember it at all lah. was abit pissed actually . went to school with jaslene yada yada. okay , silent reading was reading. english test was 600 plus words maybe? i was very lazy to count so i put 480 i think? :/ physics test was okay. i tried to hint jaslene question two which OBVIOUSLY she got it wrong but she refused my offer !! :(

me and elvira talk everything under the class fan ( -.- ) hurhurhur ! ya. talked about heartwarming things which are totally loveeeeeeeeeee ! but thinking it will never actually happens makes me even sadder but knowing that when things gets very very bad means you are getting closer and closer to get over everything. ( uh you understand? ) . ahya ! I UNDERSTAND CAN ALREADY LAH !

maths was free period. so many teachers never come today. IMPORTANT teachers somemore , must be because of their courses? -.- art was paint paint paint. p t t f i still hate art. uhurrr . went for netball . slept. read my i-dont-understand-unless-i-have-a-dictionary book. which so obvious that i dont have a dictionary because jaslene never brought it to school ): & i feel asleep because i gave up reading it HURHURHUR !

didnt play for today, mr bok decided to rest me due to yesterday. soooooooo i eat kfc :D about mr bok's car that time. i really don't know how to like press. HUR ! when the alarm sounds i am sure that he knows that i made the alarm rang. HUR ! blah bus-ed homw with huishan . chatting. bus broke down -______________-

like that.

ron bullying elvira as usual
( actually , he's sitting on her )

billard as usual

the mother & father who kissed ! :D
( hur, felicia dont kill me )

uh they did this because they can shake their stupid hips and i cant ):

im dont mind sitting down listening 24 hours and like 7 days a week about history but too bad i dont understand uhhhhhhhh chimology. :P whatever. history test is tomorrow i keep saying i want to prepare and study for it end up after 1 week and like 5 days later im still stuck somewhere , somehow.

i have never felt so shit/bad/b!tch before

2007-04-09T04:31:00.001-07:00

i will use LJ soon when my english gets better and i am finally get bored of blogger. thanks for making the LJ for me. i appreciate what you have done . and im sorry for what i have done to you. i don't balem you for the email at all. maybe because i felt that i deserve it. i will not go into a relationship for while so yeah. i hope you will come to me and tell me your problems like you used to in the past but not to actually dwell on to the past ( i hope you know what i meant ) . p.s i haven got your reply which i practically waited for 2 weeks and 3 days or maybe more than that already. care to sent another one? i will be there if you need be but please try to forget me? im sorry to go into your life and just tear you up like that. im sorry for what i have done to you? im sorry. im sorry for my childish act and will you forgive me?

happp birthday .

2007-04-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday was ______________.

cough. headache flu. cough causes veyr pain headache with causes the flu which made the flu which hahahahahahahahahhahaha. you understand? because i don't . hard time sleeping yesterday and i woke up at 10 am. ok shutup. went to see doctor ! FINALLY regarding my waist and all the shits. back home. i got a story book yesterday ! hurhurhur. jodi picoult. think that she's a very good author. good until i don't understand & i neeed a dictionary.

boring. house's empty. road's empty. everybody in school. sky's goin to rain. how boringggggggg. and i thought english oral is suppose to be likeeeeeeee next week? pt t f . pimples are hurting . hellooo-@hotmail.com . contipatient pills (whatever) looks like mnm's. just now been adding alot of people. looking at their emails make me lol lol lol toodles.

(edited)

i don't feel any better . after i eat my medicine and got super high that i actually talk to myself and jumps around the house and like within 3 mins i fell asleep and woke up with a very painful throat. ): whatever it is. tomorrow have a match and i didnt attend training. i probbly get scolding from mrs loke for not taking care of myself again but hello , not like i want to injured/fall sick right?

if you think im probably writing about you . then dont worry. its just a random comment for my junior.

2007-04-08T13:27:00.000-07:00

hello ! I'm in the mood to blog again.

was so bored then i went blog hopping. mostly hopping into girl school's blogspot/livejournal . you know what? i took out my dictionary. EH HELLO , THEY ARE LIKE 15/14/16 and their English are very good ( you see , i have no words to use other then very good [ that hows that my English is lousy ] ) reading their blogs make me know more words ! studying also !

i shall buy storybooks to increase my knowledge. :D

reading their blogs make me feel self - deluding ( OH OK , SHUT UP ) MY ENGLISH WILL IMPROVE. I'm sick of failing English over and over again every time without knowing what English is how how the hell i pass it in these three freaking years. i shall read storybooks and carry my dictionary everywhere .

p.s : my dictionary is like 5 kg heavy ):

anyways , it feel great to have that bunch of friends now. but problems are starting to come up . shucks. you can actually see ron always , without fail bullying her. body slamming her . sitting on top of her . etc etc. elvira's the smallest. she always get bulliest by alot of people :/ poor thing. what happen to clique 7 ? i don't know. but you know that's a feeling that you cant describe when you are hanging out & knowing each other more and more. the pros & the cons. just hope that everything will be fine.

when you are secondary / sec two everybody will go shou-ing the gans brother/sister but this thing feel very different . anyways. I'm happy to have you people with me and seeing me getting HAHA , you all should know & always be there for meeeeee. esp for the guys. don't keep doing stuns until you backs break . stuns are cool ! but i cant do it. i got 3 more match to go man. i just hope that things don't turn out ugly ): Felicia should know what i mean. there's a fine line between close friends and crushes.

I'm back to heavy metal. thanks to nabil.
NOT TO FORGET ENGLISH LYRICS CAN IMPROVE MY ENGLISH !

live journal 's seems to be for chimology people. hehh i shall improve my English before i use live journal. i got three users though -.- rolls eyes. everybody seems to be sleeping. when i was awake , i called Lester and he was sleeping. i doubt Aldrich awake anyway. Ron's i don't know. everybody staying at home already , even Elvira. HAHAHAHAHAH. scary dream i had earlier. ):

i cant wait to meet shiyong again :D ruth , in the whole group i think your English the best man. hahahahahaha i shall take over your place. HAHAH ! JUST LIKE HOW I TOOK OVER SEETLEEI. * EVIL LAUGHTER'S * ( ohmygod , that's childish ) i miss kelvin . he's the English type kind of sweet guy. hurhurhur.

i don't miss the feeling being in love.
i like just the way is it now (:

im bored again :/

i just found this thing on youtube. lmao.
(click here!)

2007-04-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

headache. :/

will probably off my phone and study for the wholeeeeee day. the ice&water make me very tired? and moreover before the game we walk orchard until bway tahan even me and fel sit down ? guys (duh-) of course sat down and elvira and zheyee still can walk. -.- i need clothes for after exams (: and i need my midyear to get high. :D these few months are the (: days of my life. ever since valentines day.

don't you think that the free hugs campiagn is very meaningful?

netball - 3 more matchs in the season.
how scary does it sounds ):

after netball season , hwahwahwa !

2007-04-07T19:56:00.000-07:00

today is full of waiting and waiting and waiting.

morning . i CHOPCHOP know they all will be late. i slack . . . i late already and i first one to reach :/ WHEN WE ARE SUPPOSE TO MEET AT TEN. assemble at tamp library at 12.45pm and we still went there late :/ went to town. walk town we didnt even donate lah please . we slacked shop-ed throw coins inside ourselves what ever. boring. met sheryl halfway. :D

lester . kim . ron. rithy. elvira . zheyee. felicia . aldrich

went back to tamp. i wore long pants hurhurhur. its very very very very hot. i pity guys very very hot :/ anyways the sec fours chuatio and xiaoben says i look nicer withhhhh long pants ! wonder if really can wear long pants to school. EH, REALLY NO THIS RULE LEH ! but looks ok but when i screech people stare at me -.- -.- -.- Felicia's in love with my smileeeeeeeee.

tampines. boring. everybody bought colour contacts. rithy took 12345 hours to put it on . then i went home first :/ then later that they went to find me. pool / play grounded. you know , we played ice and water. wahlau eh, that game very very long never play before k. run until everybody lie on the floor man. but very very fun. blah. gossiped.

that's all. i cant post yesterday pictures because , i don't have infarate port. ):

rithy: lift lift lift lift lift ( leaf )
aldrich : FLOWER

ron : lets climb 26 floors lah ! ( my house level ) its just like 2 or 6 steps

2007-04-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

i got a feeling , stalker is secheriah. :p

yesterday was i don't know. al we do was laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh !?
only one never came down ): and owyong the outsider. very very very funny and my waist is injured to a extand that i can't even walk at all and everybody actually KEEP SHAKING THEIR ASS IN FRONT OF ME. >:( it got better today though.

flag day. >:( boring. whole family goin. hope ron's goin too ):

I WANT TO GO THE COFFEE C__________ TODAY !

i am having alot of dreams. ( which resulted in headaches )

im suppose to meet them at ten. and now its already 9.18am. i know that they will confrim chopchop be late. felicia 's not even up yet and she lives in jurong. rithy's not up yet and how can elvira be up? HAHAHAH i shall takeeeee my timee. i shall bring camera. whee.

2007-04-06T17:01:00.000-07:00

my last time hair?
i got chock when i was browsing my photos?

wah , i feel like dying hair. heh. but my hair already got colour (:

2007-04-06T15:57:00.000-07:00

spend 7 hours so called studying .
and only 1 hour of doing work.
work = art.

hur hur hur.
rithy ! ron ! felicia ! elvira ! :D
later still got aldrich ! kimsophia ! owyong !

anyways, i have another family y y y .

ron: i want to drink water
me : what you want? got coke. green tea. milk. water
ron : can mix?

hurhurhur. laugh until lungs can come out . andddd fatfat family :)
im happy .

2007-04-06T06:44:00.000-07:00

i reach home yesterday , immediately throw myself on the bed :/

school was boring. thursday are usually the most boring days of the week , so boring that i cant even fall asleep. actually i can , and i did also. during social studies test. i studied so hard shit for population then trafficking come out. i see the paper i fed up and i just slept byt whatever. its not counted anyway ( most probably )

chemistry was hello? i dont understand anything. ah, lets not talk about school lah. its so boring. off for netballf rom art and i promiseeeee teacher i bring home my sketchbook and do. and you know what? I LEFT MY SKETCH BOOK AT KALLANG. lmao lmao lmao. netball was. i injured my waist and i wrap my whole waist with tape. :/ play play play. won by one.

Nationals Top Four

because north vista won singapore sports school. anyway, thanks lester aldrich kimsophia come downn :D after that cab to geyland eat frog porriage. wah ! VERY VERY VERY NICE. then went back home change chiong chiong chiong to esplanade. taxi driver talk to me for ten minutes despite my high voice and say what i picking up girlfriend wahlau eh, yanrong wear until super nice ok. thn after so long he don't know i girl and say wah wear until so shuai thn i was like..

me : uncle , wo si charbo.
uncle : NI SI CHARBO?!?!?!?!??!
uncle : !!!!!!!

haha. rush rush rush to esplanade. i look more manly then keith . MUAHHAAHAHA. now he keep calling me erzi erzi erzi -.- phamton of the opera is woah . no words to describe. those are really called singers ok. not like those ccs people, only want to have fame and be popular and so what if you became champion, go around .. everybody know you no privacy but its just only singapore knows you. oh wait. how many people watch ccs only? blah. no voice. normal voice . and just want to dream. ZZZ

those are the real singers. its very very fanscinating. their costumes are :O :O :O. very very nice ! like now meh? girls wear until like don't know what like that. i mean not all lah. those ________ , you know? ytd at mac i saw this girl wear tube only. and walk to marinal. i tink she no clothe only wear that bra tube come out. like that cool meh? rolls eyes.

britsh clothes are very very nice. yanrong says that china shirts are ugly last time . nooooooo? its nice also what? i envy those past people. so elegent. but have you thought of it. every day they have to prepare so much , the fires the everything . and everyday they do this do that. dont they feel tired? dancers are woah. even the BAND ARE WOAH. now i start to look up to band already. last time i used to look down on them.

whichout them how to make music. and the backgrounds. how they organise the play was really really nice. think of it. christaina and the angel of songs kissed. i wonder if they have conflicts with each other. or maybe they ( REAL LIFE ) are like together and they broke up and they very very sad but still have to act it out if not the feeling's not right at all.

they are humans too. its their work to perform . professional actors and singers. some 15 16 17 people sings also. they made me :0 . when they given birth by their parents , they have this ablilty to sing. wher got study fight smoke shit want? they train and train for this. so many thousnad bullion trillion people in this word. every life got a story to tell. dont you think that its facinating how life is formed?

like now come everything can interlink together? how smart can scienctist make IPOD? LAPTOP?MEMORY CARD? with suck a small thing? its all becuase of education. eductaion will know how and wher your abilities are and determints your work next time and its because of our socilaties thn got gang ar blahblahblah slack in studies whatever. think of it. why they put technical studies ? normal studies? special student? psle to make those same standard people to study together.

you results bad who cares if you work hard or not. they see your results they know how stupid/clever are you. they dont ask you like? did you study? studys determints everything for your future and singapore is so small that you cant possibilty do big in singapore. so people goes overseas to study but you also need a high eqwualifications to go overseas study correct? phamton of opera they perform for $$$. my seat was 100 plus leh? i didnt know.

$$$ for all the decorations. clothes. everything. the ranting of the esplanade. the airplane they took when they came over. i tink it all doesnt worth 100 for a ticket ? i am willing to pay more. they all do perfroming for a lifetime. but you got to know. i tink they will have alot of reserves for the performance. what if one person got sorethroat? correct?

if you see another world. ok lets compare.

africans.
they are so poor but they are happy. if you give them a bike. its like our parents giving us cars. and moreover some singapore people , give car also dont want >:( their life are veryvery tough. have to always think og what to eat next . and illegal killings. even if you die you cant report it to police whatever. ): i doubt you die there anyone will know when they are sall bushes. and if you are educated from there? so what? people will probably aviod them because they are the blacks ):

americans.
angmo world. so big that. when they see each other they will ask . so you are greek france or what? american is soooooooooooo big that its so complaicated. thats why hollywood is so big. but HOLLYWOOD ARE THOSE BORN WITH TALENTS. like tomcruise. fashion industry are :0 but i think fashion industry people will have no time for everything. everytime rush rush rush rush rush. how to have time for sleep man . top models. you see miss singapore * rolls eyes *
singapore so small that its very very small. and school over there are :0 . yeah those gang fights got punkers stepdancings skaters hiphopers are all very very cool. but i tink they scarfise their studies for all these. but think of those big big things. oxford ? woah.

asian
geisha . their like if very very torturing man. black hair people. why do we even want to die our hair other colour? arent you proud of our black hair? but its all very rasicsm. its like angmo in example netball team. they will like of course you get yout position , you are angmo leh. like arenal. WHY DO THEY EVEN PUT UNITED WORLD COLLAGE INTO THE GAME? :/ its not as if they are singaporeans anyway. >:( i trather hwa chong win more. singapore breed.

life is so complciated.

there are so many things to care/know/understand about. why smoke ? why fight? why qurrelle ? why do all these childish things like drug things or whatever? why get sad over shits are are like , if you dont care they wont bother you think. when there are so much things for you to find out. anyways , im studying and throwing all the shit out for mid-year exams. so please do not give me comments like. WAH KAYAN STUDIES. just shutthe*up ok?

love.
do you actually though of why parents object relationship? :D
think.

pictures !

phantom of opera

april 2007

january 2007
(look how much we changed)

new dog at home ! ;D

2007-04-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

blog blog blog.
i am bored :/

you know i got this dream . WHICH WAS WOKEN UP BY FRIGGING ELVIRA >:(

so first. my house have 9 rooms. when you go into the house you will see fountains . got a pool table room. got a stage ( jaming room ) . medicure/pendicure room . my maid's room. spa room. i don't remember already. ): my room was frigging like 4 levels but its only two storeys means. it has a high ceiling . and there's a stairs . very pain when i tried climbing to my bed. uh the room was like 10 times of my house lah ?

thn i asked my father , my father said that he shall replace the stairs to a slide so that everytime i wake up i can slide down the slide its very very cool man. but its stuffy though . i think before that because got one old hag wanted to rape one of my friend? i follow the car behind suddenly my house? -_________- . and after that my family have gathering. the house is so big that i think i need like accounment system. i wonder why me & my sister still share room in the dream :/

thn my brother made my handfone caught fire. FIRE it burned it. ):

anyway. i am looking back my post , i wrote about jupitar remember? boringgg i like that post alot :D i don't really want tomorrow to come. i got through alot of thoughts in my head and yeah . felt kinda proud of myself (: just got to get down on studying really soon and don't slack in any examinations (: tomorrow social studies. prepared it already (: hope it comes out that question if not i will be dead? memorise like 2 structured essays when there is 4 . so kinda concentrating about my history for mid year now. im 60 % finished with history.

maths is _________. i just keep doing and doing and doing keep wrong wrong wrong wrong. shhhhhesssssh. >:( blah i will get it right someday . so heh. netball's giving me alot of stress. really want to break damai's record and to actually improve on myself. because i think i damn retarded ): national league. WHOSE JOINING? ahh, thinking of june makes me ): june is the MOST toughest time of training the whole year. physical ): but june make me excited too. go out play play play play play.

i keep backspacing what i type. i shall stop.

2007-04-04T22:37:00.000-07:00

training was kind of light , just that i have pains here and there . competitions are round the corner. problems for me and my friends are increasing just like snapping. ruth. fadhlina. sheryl. don't be sad over all your friends. you still have me ! and alot more friends ! mr bok and me and rachel chatted about my future husband. stupid >:( training was funny la uh. damai b div prettiest girl was finally said by Mr bok. guess who ?? :D :D :D

SEET LEEI.

heh. she's is very very pretty ok . just that she have short hair only. i realised that in this world there's only 3 people who can make me smile even if I'm crying or whatever but just by their one smile can make me smile (: and i finally say my peace to this handsome lower secondary guy .

me : hey ! are you the only who always smile at me when we see each other?
he : yeah :D
me : eh you very handsome eh !
he : now den you know
me : -_________-

lower secondary got alot of very cute guys OK. all small small small small. Malays are handsome. Chinese are ultra cute. even some i think they potential shuai ge's in lower secondary too :D anyway. i figured out something. only those who have IC's who are 15 can come and ask me. its a good thing :D

my aim's national finals now. all the stress are compiling on me ? as i said , coaches from every school knows that im a lousy shooter/player ( if you want to put it that way ) they will purposely block the baoxian and i have to shoot far and yeah i miss. -.- pathetic. exams are round the corner. do you realised that everybody proving now? yanrong. joan. etc. i know i have no more time left but its just that my schedule's very packed.

sigh.

2007-04-04T13:21:00.000-07:00

hello.

YOU KNOW WHARD ! MY HOUSE GOIN TO HAVE A DOG !!
( elvira, you saw that? )

silent reading was about rainbow. :D zheyee , correct? went around poking and poking and poking people . gave my goodmorning bean . maths was lecturing. i was doin my graphs etc etc . all those who never go school yesterday all tio kan ? and its like so heng that i was in school ? design ( & TECHNOLOGY ) HA ! people are so poor thing under that evil monster.

recess was funnye. only went down with jaslene we were looking for mrs loke and i got a drink in my hands ? and jaslene asked me to take a picture of the canteen and walk around with me holding my phone with a picture of the canteen to show teachers that im very very near canteen. anyways i was willing ( eh , its is or was? ) to actually walk pass staff room with so many teachers hovering around that place but jaslene shove( SHOW-FFFF ) me away ):

thn i went back to class and started writing amulent for my close friends ! haven write for elvira and zheyee heh. tomorrow will be a very packed day. i hate thursday all the time. so many werid periods whatever. chinese was ? . history was boring until me and jaslene started doin stupid stuffs like ..

I LOST ONE OF MY PICTURE ):

LOVE

#1#2

so cute right :Di decided to chnage those eyes because jaslene feeling greenwhatever :Djaslene says : kiss me . HAHAHAHAHAHAH

talk to my hand

poa was like we paste those eyes and etcs on our faces and trying to get it off our face without using our hands. thats why my neck is hurting so much now. got super high outside school hide behind a tree across the road because rithy trying to snatch back the ring that i kop from him. home sweet home. im finally broke.

chaos. netball training. again.

thursday : phamton of opera
friday : zoo
saturday : flag day ! :D
sunday : pia studies.

me : i am broke ):
ron : i am fat ):

2007-04-03T17:52:00.000-07:00

i tink something pricked my finger?
i using plaster to blog.

im bored. i cant get the freaking thing into my freakin brains at night. can lah actually. i identified who can i study with and where can i study already and its definately not home . my house downstairs is the perfect place for me to study. studying best at 4am to 5am , my mother said. i think she's sick of my nagging lor ! HAHAHA rather then she nag me. nag nag nag neck.

nabil's phone is filled with awesome songs ! heavy metal. heavy metal. im back to heavy metal. & you know whard? ipod spoilt . you know's what the best thing that can happen in a netball match? the main player gets injuried. :D

me and sheryl brain can interlink already :B

XXXXX. says:
I hate the way that person tries so hard in order to blog well.
XXXXX says:
( lalala censored ) discriminate somebody yet can't put it in words well.

2007-04-03T16:55:00.000-07:00

ron & aldrich
don't kill me please :D

( ps. i still have more )

2007-04-03T15:31:00.000-07:00

typical girl's school style.

morning was like me aldrich ron kimsophia gary joey rithy elvira felicia all at macdonals :D blah. went to school. boring. today pass very quickly. physics i listen . recess was i didnt want to go recess. ended up in 3e3 drawing people book and things like that. maths was computer lab . art was slacking. no teacher leh. manage to study two exam questions today alone . cool-

after school was netball. went gym. blah to Kallang.

some people are just so short
that when they jump
they hit my jaw only
& MOREOVER SCOLDED ME

anyways , we won by 6 . im like in pain already ): what the hell. cedar girls won singapore sports school means that next two games are tough for us lah. i want to finish off this week and go and study one lei. now ? -.- tomorrow have training again. thats good that history test got postponed. i got a feeling i no need to go flag day already . even if i go probably be accompined by lester ron that bunch.

boring. shall take alot of pictures ! bring camera a a a a . but i have to rush home on saturday ? shucks. my time is very very tight now. thursday esplanade. PHAMTON OF THE OPERAA . wheee yanrong finally we going out already ! hmm. i need more tutor. more tutors. i need practise in maths. elvira need practice in science how? i thinking of taking up another subject. >< style="font-weight: bold;">ALDRICH HOR ) etc etc etc. have not made up my mind yet. hmmmmmm. shall make up my mind soon. soon.

ron : i am a orange jews you leh you leh? apple jews?
(* result of massive studying of history )

mr bok : JIALAT AR.
me & dorothy : !!!! ?
mr bok : ( to me ) i like your shoes lah .

laughoutloud.

2007-04-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

i am risking my life blogging now.
in maths lesson :D

reach school at don't know what time :/
everybody was at macs . hahahah ! do you realised that everybody is sad? ):

i got freaking 60% for my test. feel so dissapointed ):

i need more pictures .
so after mid-year have to go alot of places .
LIKE : ZOO. SENTOSA . FISHING . alot of of place.
shall burn a hole in everyone's pocket .

if you get good results, its fine.
but if you copy to get those results.
why are you so proud of it in the first place?

2007-04-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

Sheryl. says:
haha i hate the way that person tries so hard to blog well.

HEH :D she reads my mind.

2007-04-02T05:34:00.000-07:00

its so deep that it didnt even bleed.

yesterday was so not me. i studied from 12-2. 3.30-5.30. 8+ . 12.30-2.45am . yep soild. i manage to prank alot of people yesterday including me maid. brother. tution teacher. heh. was super funny. i didnt eat breakfast. lunch. eat snacks. and a loaf of bread. :/ im not trying to lose weight but somehow . i just cant get food / dun have the craving for a certain food. hungry until bloated. lester aldrich won came over to study :D end up chatting but at the end still manage to study aftr two guys went to play pool .

night was studying. pia pia pia social studies and you know WHARD? ms veronica never come school today. wtf wtf wtf wtf. and after that was all scribbling . turn over my house upside down until 4 am and manage to sleep thanks to those storytellings ): . wake up at 6 . never late again. -.- and even walked into the school with yanrong . :D

silent reading was sleeping. -.-

physics i was listening. i cant sleep i dont know why although my eyes are like 10000x times uglier today. recess was lor mai kai again. until dinner i never really eat lor ! whats with my stomach . principals account was -.- everybody listening to mp3 , some playing psp. was blasting the mp3 in my ear that i cannot hear anything. i only can see teacher screaming away in front of the class but yet i still continue study my ss.

hello? she like , i don't know? i blast the song until so loud that i nearly got deaf. english was ? . PICTURE TAKING WITH JASLENE :D as you can see we were damn bored lah. we took alot of pictures. eat alot of jellybeans. leaving all the coconuts ( ew ) jellybeans all in the container. and yeah chat. went to maths computer lab :D we have to use some internet thing to do maths. ron send like mails to all of us ! hahaha. he wrote this : lihcon ( i dont know how to spell ) sucks. =] . SO FUNNY. then everybody started sending mails rather than actually doing. ah shucks. >:( tomorrow maths i have to copy lines already ): wadever.

my eyes are closing. i only had like 2 hours of sleep ): - need toothpicks

chinese was like that ? social studies was __________. gossiping. kerli.jaslene.ron.aldrich. heh funny people :D anyways. flag day's on saturday. OHMYGOD ): i very lazy do. and moreover i dont know who to do with . after school . oh i asked the relief teacher so straightforwardly .' are you a bung? ' HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. she look like one ok ! but when she talk. ohmygod. girly.

went top shengiong to buy the nvia ( wadever ) cream for massaging . kick a stone fropm school all the way to there . buy my stuffs and kick all the way back when !!!! the rock fall into some mysterious hole and i cant bring it back to school anymore !!!! ): ): ): super sad ok? hahahaha was kicking and kicking and kicking the stupid stone. but i really cant take out from the cencert floor pavement? ):

before training was massaging as usual. seetleei massage me ! before that slept at gym . training was hell for me. i played WA lei ! im retarded i am not like yanxiu or sally. i am sorry . anyways cant breathe . nearly died. you know finally i got my pink (-.-) bottle to netball after like 2 freaking years and you know what? i left it in school -.- IM NOT DESTINED FOR BOTTLES.

blah phone was no batt the whole day. lazy to charge last night. blahx1000.

after training meet fel.beehwa.elvira.zheye dinner. poof. i want to sleep already.

2007-04-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

seetleei's leg :D

during gym work :D

poke poke poke mrs nair :D

rithy and meeeeeeeeeee.

meet kerli's new phone
hello. im finger 1.2.3.4
the extinct drink.
:D life isnt about $$$ its about love and peace
A's hot ( right jaslene ? )
ron & me
my table.

we decided to wax our hair out of boredem
jellybeanie :D

meet those. i-only-slept-two-hours eyes.

AH YA , TODAY DAMN BORING LAH.
( post coming up next :D )

2007-04-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

(kayan.) says:hey you lost 50 bucks ar
天上天下唯彦独尊 says:huh no?
天上天下唯彦独尊 says:why lei
(kayan.) says:i found 50 dollars
(kayan.) says:the 50 dollars got ur name lei
天上天下唯彦独尊 says:are yu serious?
(kayan.) says:happy april fools.
(kayan.) says:stupid.
天上天下唯彦独尊 says:i dont write my name on my money -_____-
(kayan.) says:HAHAHAHAH!

FUNNIEST PRANK SO FAR.
wu yan rong

2007-03-31T20:07:00.000-07:00

i spend XX today ): ): ):

I FINALLY FOUND MY BOTTLE :D but no more colour . left pink. so i took pink . PINK. PINK ! ohmygod. but still i got the bottle :D met elvira. gelare-d . starbuck-ed . went to damai. drink my mocha and we need to run rounds and i end up faster thn everyone like 30 secs. i duno. hyper active i sprint. ( no it feels like running ) thn i finish. mr bok though i run last leh ! but heh ! :D

so i should buy coffee before my every match. mr bok so cute today. ahahhaha. and blah . he said that lucky thaty time my shooting was good. blah ! i told you ! i cant shoot. but i am a shooooter. anyway. next week is a crucial week. i hope can win :D blah .

netball today was massaging !! WAH !

everybody got one partner. GUESS WHOSE MY PARTNER?! SEEEEEEEETLEEEEI ! :D :D :D MUHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. damn shiok. the massage was damn super shiok. muahhahaha. story telling time after that. thats all. ): and i spend XX dollars. hais ):

cant find the jeans i want. boo.

2007-03-31T19:22:00.000-07:00

i finally getting on track but it's hurting like nobody business.
yesterday bbq was -.-
pictures were all blurified/black/shit
was with lester the wholeeeeeeeee time i think
hands & legs are like black.
GIRLS ARENT MEANT TO MAKE THE CHARCOAL. really huh?
my pants and elvira pants are dropping.
today netball training is rub down. massaging :D
hais round two can go through anot ? ):
yesterday i didnt eat much. :/
burn burn burn burn burn ):
i want starbucks .
i haven get down to studying ><
sigh.

2007-03-31T06:55:00.000-07:00

im sick of blogging

i sounds like a kiddo
waste my time.

shutup lah . i wouldnt blog everyday already .

i just found out about this only ):

2007-03-30T10:23:00.000-07:00

jingyan ,
if you go army ): i will damn sad . i shall wait until you come out for army . how long ar?

huge appetite ): wtf ate two kfc meals. today eat two kwaychap. hey love, i eat finish your brownies already . can i order one whole truck of it? (: im cab-free now. tee-heeeeeeee. i woke up early today . i got a dream. ohmygod. hahahaha. finers cramp. can you believe that? AHAHAH. wait at ruthieeee house. school!

school was boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

at least i have a darling in class now :Dp.s : jaslene. please dont kill me.

thanks syazwani for the sweet thing.

groupings
singapore sports school
north vista secondary school
cedar girls secondary school.
damai secondary school

ron says bye.

2007-03-30T02:25:00.000-07:00

MY DREAM WAS ONE OF THE BEST DREAM

except that elvira woke me up ><
and excpet the fact that in the dream my handfone caught fire.

2007-03-29T05:10:00.000-07:00

mr yew is funny.

i keep sleeping sleeping sleeping these few days. i sleep so early and yet i wake up so late :/ really i sleep alot keep sleeping sleeping sleeping. wadever. so easy for me to fall asleep :D chemistry. recess . whole class now like eating lor mai kai can? -_______- two social studies english two chinese. blah thats all for school. hate thursday for school :/

today's match was

but we draw. means top 8 nationals. (:

i dont know what was i doing also. don't feel myself these few days. shutup.
give me 10 months to change.

2007-03-28T11:40:00.000-07:00

hello kithy ( its pronounce as kitty ! )

& it happens to be rithy's name after change to k which is names after my first letter in my name

(you understand? HA.)

& yes ? today morning was OMG . i slacked again. sleep at sofa sleep back to my bed sleep and sleep and sleep and yet i m not late for school p t t f . not that i want to be late la. but its like i slack so much still cant late. hais . fated to be early for school ! :D but today school was very . very . very. i don't know how to describe lei ? very tired? and i woke up my eyes was like (O.O) and its yeah in a werid shape.

UNTIL NOW , SINCE DECEMBER 2006 i haven get a bottle for my netball tournament. stupid. maths was i don't know. talking to jaslene. today have been laughing uncontrollably. uh , thats actually a bad sign. everytime when i laugh uncontrollably means ____________. thanks to the stupid black cat that walk across my way early in the morning. recess was rice again stayed in class again blah x100. chinese was :

i did this to jaslene:

i did this to elvira:

i tied my hair up today :D and everybody was asking me. eh , you cut your hair ar? its like those like not close to me those. sec fours blah. its like i cut 2 months ago ? ? ? ben keep repeating again and again WHY YOU CUT YOUR HAIR ): & yesterday was nice talking to kelly :D because its good to talk to a adult eh. eh wait. 10 years apart -.- woo. means me feels very childish man and thn i will striaghten up my thoughts ! just have to keep in track.

blah. goin starbucks to meet old old old friend too. why m i talking to old people these few days? woah. hello * waves * you said you are goin get car license shiyong. i shall not ask about the car yet. the piece of paper license leh ? HAHAHHAA. anyway meeting you later. WOOOOOOO!

:B imu

ART CLASS :

as you can see. on the left side all expansive pencils. while kerli's colour pencil on the right. :D

edited.

hoo. went to starbucks chatted with shiyong. wheeeeeee. so nice. went back to school laugh laugh laugh light training blah x1000 was tired though. blah i think every game some coach will tell their team. guard the GS can already let GA shoot she not sharp. shutup ok. i shall proof you all wrong. HAHAHAHA siao. i don't like shooooooting. :D

went back home was boring >:\ seetleei got prettttier . HAHA ! gtg. bye

2007-03-27T07:10:00.000-07:00

my sister is in the good mood and she let me use her laptop to blog :D

the chanel lipstick advertisement is sooo r21 -.- today morning woke up late again. slowly slowly bathe slowly slowly eat . still slowly slowly slowly drink coffee slowly get out of my house still .. im not late -.- p t t f . i still like early 10 mins. BORE. english was slacking. i don't know why. im always slacking at english class . i tink because everybody is slacking also? :D physics was physics.

recess i didnt wanted to go down for recess and after recess i was craving for food. i was desprate for food. im in need of food . whatever , alfiah gave me chocolate. ijal gave me bubble gums to. austin sold (-.-) me his lor mai kai . AW. how sweet's my class :D maths was :O I DID MY QUESTIONS ! and ms nura priased me ! not knowing that i actually copied like 4 question. so happen that she pass by . alfiah check the answer behind and she said. ' OH MY GOD KAYAN , I CANT BELIEVE YOU GOT CORRECT ' ms nura walked here. HAHA!

art lesson was pia-ing. no time already. slacked like so long ! the baby's damn cute and i drew one ghost out. HAHAHAH :P everybody's colour pencil so so high class. dewert. kerli borught falber castle colourpencil to class. i keep making fun of her 20 dollar colour pencil. :P SORRY LA . and assembly was anti-drugs. ew the canning was ew.

PHYSICS WAS EW-ER PLEASE. i shall not ruin you people's appetite.

after school was SHOCKING , after i know someting i was like :O :O :O . OMG OMG OMG . rithy aldrich ron fel me elvira went sakae wanted to go airport but didnt because ron didnt want to for safety precautions wahlau ron's so funn that all his funny-ness cant occupy this blog spacfe so i cant type it out man. stayed at sakae like from 3 to around 5 plus can? and felicia still come out feeling hungry. * rolls eyes *

bus-ed to my house. i went home bathed and went down to find them . billard awhile and went homeeeeeee. :D consulted the teacher whom consulted me too. straighten up my thoughts felt happen that i actually know already everything thats happening already ! :D don't want thursday match to come anymore >< scared. tml training at 5pm eh ! p t t f ):

anyway. im packed tomorrow PLUS my power naps so im not free anymoreeeeeeeee.

i hate art. can i drop art? ):

2007-03-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

HAHA. point form can?

ate sakae. stayed there for like 2+ hours. $100+ HAHA
ron's a funny person
played pool-ed

thats all la ! COUNCILED KELS ! MUHAHAHAH !

2007-03-26T04:09:00.000-07:00

killing .

yesterday i wish today rain. & today morning give me thunderstorm . it was scary. the sky was very dark at 7 + and its very scary lah. i was told that school's raining heavily and i was shock thn come and rain at my house BUT i was in cab with felicia ! uh please , we were even drinking coffee . looking outside how heavy the rain in. asking kimberly and elvira go in cab from busstop when there are like alot of people more at busstop screaming I AM NOT WET! :D when i came out of the cab. yep ! so much of the thunderrrrrrrstormmm.

i cant sleep in class today :/ although mr wong tried to make us sleep despite the WEATHER . i been sleeping alot. alot alot alot. dreaming alot. oh i dream that :x & i dream that i moved to a manson ! i still don't believe. i went to ask my sister.. ( in my dream of course )

me : SO WHARD. WE ARE RICH NOW?!
kaye : yeah.
me : YAY !

and you know whard. i woke up at 6.45am -______- when i wake up i tried to return to my $$$ life but ): cant . COME ON LAH GOT ONE BIG SWIMMING POOL EH !? and i asked my maid why she never wake me up. she say she did. and i replied i no need go school. ( WHEN I DUN EVEN RECALL ) cant believe she actually believe what im mumbling in my sleep.

physics was physics. ( HAHAHAH I REALLY HAVE NO OTHER WORDS TO DESCRIBE PHYSICS ) was super long lah k . went to recess . bubababa. ran around because i kop beehwa phone. WAHLAU EH . her phone got like 200 + pictures of all herself lei the pictures. i was looking through like omg omg. SO MANY PHOTOS. wondered if she can go any uglier. she QUITE pretty la hor ~

( I KNOW THIS POST LOOKS VERY VERY (#%)*(#*% but whatever )

i was running. ahyar duh~ she cant catch me and i ran back to class didnt know that she was just sitting below me. thought she go back to her sec two class ~~ and i scan the classroom ( THE OTHER SIDE ) and she come and hit me. laugh like idiot. nobody got punked on my acidic water ): WHY DIDNT ANYONE DRINK IT. ): I LIKE A.J from american next top model :D blahblahblah~ poa was 2 periods of slacking. english too. maths was STRESS.

mr and jaslene and alfiah was doin maths. ah i gave up the last question. just cant get the answer. and im off off off ! sounds happy? but today the 3rd ( lol ) worst day of my life. nahs. wadever lucky there's jaslene if not i tink i will dead by now. off for netball . off for netball. my brain's stuck.

( nearly forgot. pulled out my toenail ytd )

netbal was boring today. not boring lah but lethagic. no energy no mood no effort no nothing on court today. i wonedr if you will still come down on thursday ~ won by 8 i tink? sorry for all the f's on court. ): i ruin my image. ah, whatever worst game ever played by us. oh wells. THURSDAY Y Y Y Y ! CHIJ. cant wait.

showered quickly and went to meet those people :D ah, ron keep chanting this :

kayan's so fat
that when she jumps for joy
she gets stuck.

AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN. whatever. there was kithy kldrich kon kester kimsophia klvira kayan . ahyar all of them change their name lah ! i said i want to save money i end up spending like more . rolls eyes. starbuck-ed . auntyannie-d . the rest of the time i was shutting up. i am getting blamed for everything now. YA AND CONDAMN BY SOME FREAK WHO SAW ONE PATHETIC PICTURE PASTED ON MY PHONE. its ok if she comment but must you use the word tmd?! ( f. )

i got blamed from you
i got blamed for getting injuries
i got blamed for pinching people

hsinray said on court. ' whats kayan doing?! '

you know. i really have no ide what im goin to do with my life already. mayb you was my everything.

2007-03-25T12:27:00.000-07:00

sigh.

2007-03-25T12:00:00.000-07:00

communist in the past. historians in the past. woahlau eh . you got see how specific they wrote about those times anot. like lenin's will ? EVEN PERSON WILL ALSO KNOW LEI ! means that english has been established long ago. don't you think that the past is soooooo amazing? now lei teenagers smoke drug fight * rolls eyes *

and now if people start communist party. nono , those to want to rebel. still must go website to sign up to rebel -.- must write what for rebel also. -.- past people are so great they go against the government woah ! i idolise history people. hilter LEAD WHOLE GERMANY LEI . WAHLAUEH . how do they even get those PICTURES and DETAILS man. woah x100.

i tink now i stand at cityhall say i wan start communist party i probably be just handcuff and throw into the stupid poilice cell and come out in a few days. ' dont ever do it again ' i tink only like that ? singapore so small. cant even conquer bedok. HOW TO CONQUER GERMANY? WOAHHHHHH :O

sorry eh. i studied lah.

i am alone at home. and people keep ringing my doorbell for my neighbour's key. i keep wakling and walking and walking through and forgh. ( whatever its spelled ) practice maths for super long yay i starting to like maths now. its so easy :/ whatever. i told you i will get down on studying. (: my wrist and left ankle's hurting terribly.

2007-03-25T07:40:00.000-07:00

my right wrist hurts terribly ):

yesterday was ___________. alot of words to describe & i realised that alot of people are having very extreme pms . surprisingly is alot of people eh . went to tampinese. aldrich was like . ' kayan can you dress one time that can make me wow? -.- ' whatever it didn't make him wow anyway. my leg's injured cant only wear slippers . ha ha.

went to coffee bean . and off to stomp the yard. ah , b!tch i know it come out very long already but still i watched it already ! :D bought popcorn's is a yellow tin. yellow cow tin. big yellow cow plus snake tin . big yellow cow plus snake metal tin. uhh , i have no words to describe it anymore. its nice LA the show :D GV has LONGGGGGG queue( how to spell ) then lucky we saw natasa ( how to spell again? ) she help us CUT the WHOLE queue and get us our tickets ! :D

watch watch watch. shivering OK. shiver shiver shiver. aldrich was like MAKE ME COLD -.- he very very thick skin. his skin is stretchable also can * rolls eyes * and due to his thickness of the skin he keep wanting to ( you know when you rub your hands together in a cold place then got the static shock? ) YA! i will feel it and he don't and he will laugh . evil b!tch. but sitting beside them is boring. nobody can talk to me in the movie they will just ask me to shutup :(

after that lester and kimsophia came ! oh, you know what !? say whard. WHAT?! i alone at home today. including my maid's on leave. alone alone alone alone aloneeeeee ): oh well. i shall drop dead later. hoho. thennn went to super market bought food and went to elvira house ! she lost her handfone -.- blahblahblah . took 1 hour to buy a damn cake .

blahblahblah. walked in the rain cab home. took VERY little photos though.

notice why i put two pictures of me and elvira? one i look better. the other one she look better

food glorious food.

describtion found below.

I BOUGHT THESE ! :D

ok right now if aldrich's reading he probably be rolling eyes on me. ahyar. 7/11 person knows im not 18 lah please. they are just being nice to me . wadever . how shiok $77 bucks leh. and i was the one who paid it. ( but they ahve to return though :D ) glen's vodka is fire. you ese the red one? devil one? like panadol. night is nice. rasberry is nice. carlburg is just as nice :D :D behind that two is tomato sauce. lmao.

2007-03-24T06:38:00.000-07:00

( NO TEETH . so cute right ! )

things have been running through my mind for the whole night :/ looking at that picture do you feel like piercing its tongue for it? wahlau eh i feel like piercing for it ok. monkeys are soooo cute :D not baboons of course. chaos !

2007-03-23T18:30:00.000-07:00

have you ever fell like

coughing until it feels like your lungs are ebing coughed out and of course plus blood
you don't know what you want suddenly.
you want a best best friend that you can actually feel very confortable with and the person happens to be ur girlfriend/boyfriend?
you are stuck in the middle of nowhere
detesting those people who take alot of picture of their tattoo and show off?
breaking down
want something so badly while everybody goes whatever.
killing the person that is snatching away all the things that you used to have.
feel like just using a knife and cut off those extra excessive fats danging in your thighs.

2007-03-23T13:50:00.000-07:00

random :while waiting for my turn..

those oh-so-fat legs.

manage to kill my afternoon time with felicia .

2007-03-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHHAHAH !!!
( im seriously dying here )

-11.44am

2007-03-23T08:29:00.000-07:00

i'm friendster surfing.

( yeah like that. )

its only11.30

2007-03-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

alot of people never go school today :/

i cant even walk now. should i go training today. I CANT FREAKING WALK. shucks. i am finishing one loaf of bread already. still got 3 slices more. that explains my appetite now right. my head has been aching for the past three days and yet its still not recovering. school days are boring. look at my holiday posts and school day posts. huge difference.

and sit on the wheelchair and shoot :D ah. i never like shooting man. NEVER . i don't really practice too. Monday got match with Anderson. Anderson. Anderson. wahlau eh ! i cant even walk properly okay ? maybe i shall rent a wheelchair from my neighbour later and wheelchair myself to damaiI'm stuck at one standard. I'm retarded. :/ i dun have style when i play ga . pt t t f. look at yanxiu's style and mine. mine are ____________. -.-

i'm tired. can you hear me ):

lester's jack daniel still with me. tomorrow's saturday. means one week gone. 5 more weeks to examinations & i am still slacking. i need to do my art art art art art ! >:( art's so hard to do until now i haven get my baby done yet. eh, i haven even DRAW the baby yet. p t t f . boring. lets see whose online. ting ting secheriah sarah daniel mr koh my sis shiyong . im bored d d d.

i spend XXX ytd ): WAHLAU EH. i think i will proberly be sleeping later on. :D OR YOU PEOPL CAN ACTUALLY COME OVER AND VISIT ME SO I WUN HAVE TO GO OUT TO FIND YOU PEOPLE. * rolls eyes * yawns. dont you think that XXXXXX is a b!tch? but still i sill idolise her :D woooooooooooooooooo !

was i a option? :(

2007-03-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

I REALLY WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU LAH
WHY OUR TIME ALSO CLASH?!

2007-03-22T04:56:00.000-07:00

nothing much is happening lately.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELVIRA

watched mr bean. out of 10 stars i give 11 ! its very very nice. you people should catch it :D its boring. my life is boring now. no picture. no nothing . no anything. no nothing. just boring boring boring. tomorrow's friday. i really need to get down to studying. friday got training. saturday got training and elvira bbq . doubt i can actually blog :/

25-28 may : peer leader camp :D
2-4 june : history BINTAN trip ( hopefully i can make it )
4-7 june : KL netball trip
july : PULAHUBIN OUTWARDBOUNDDDD !!

i will miss 5 days of school during outward bound . yayness. and 7 days straight i will be oversea s s s s s s s s s. woah i love sec three life. and i saw VANESSA AT RUSTY JUST NOW :D she says that i have a SAJC face.

im limping ): my both feets are injured jsut like that . * snaps*

edit for the last time >:(

rithy :
>:( can you all dun stand here in the middle of nowher and just chewing your bubbleguns?

to the someone : you know who you are. i dont hate you really i dont know why you dont like me lah i am just keeping quiet now . i would actually appricate it if you talk to me . everybody has their weakness so do you . you judge people one in a while its fine but if you say everytime its very guo fen. if you can give attitute , why cant people? i type it out here is not to attract attention. i know you wouldnt even want to talk to me. so how can i tell you then?

2007-03-20T16:22:00.000-07:00

HELLO !

paiseh. wanted to change link so i swtich to livejournal have alot of problems with it so i got very irrtated and made a new link ! and you know what? blogger sucks now. do not ever make a new account sucks big time. so i came back. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVIRA

i'll blog tomorrow

2007-03-19T22:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday rained ! :D

today didnt ): blah today draged out of the bed. english lesson is relief teacher. physics watched bleach recess took my :

i'm getting old.

i m really putting on alot of weight. i even feel fatter now. feel so shiok eating. but cant help it. my appetite is big now. every one is in sports day now. im at home. -.- 1.27pm

so much of you tryin to isloate me.
i shall wait until you grow up.

went to netball practise ! the school was empty -.- no students no teachers no principals no nothing. heh. all went to sports day. mr bok : DAMAI BELONGS TO NETBALLERS ^^. super funny. training was light i was in the mood to train also . so yeah. me & fenni suppose to shoot 100 . fenni shoot until 80 call us to warm down -.- so i only shoot one. haha. :)

zheyee: does it look realistic??? :D :D
me : no
zheyee : NO?!?!
zheyee : **** you.

if things can get better
looks like i'm the one at fault.
can i stop bloggin? ):

2007-03-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

i think i know who spam my blog.

yesterday was with aldrich the wholeeee day :/ sooo boring. uhh arcade. ben&jerrys . pastamania . chocolates then night already . off to my house ! rithy and ron came over ! studied. play pool. two person will alawys be in pool room. two person will always be studying. so its vice visa :D like you stress play pool what so ever ! pizza-ed again -________- even brought the pizza to school & eat today ! lmao.

today was alright. never felt so smart in my life. still got 6 more weeks to go . have to really endour the damn six weeks. i failed poa. ): i finished alot of homework ok ! sooo proud of myself ! :D training was shit lah. under hot sun. i cant run. i cant move. mr bok scoldings. ew. bcox i eatting alot these few days . i feel very heavy now also. but feels so shiok lei ! :DDDD

im serious.random :Daldrich in pool

#1 she poke a hole first
#2 then she take teacher -.-

2007-03-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

uh hello?

yesterday was the most boring saddest downest shaggiest saturday of my life. everyone was prac. grounded ): except me and aldrich. very very saddenning. manage to FINALLY get out of my house at 4+ jsut to walk around. very very boring still. wahtever. lets not talk about yesterday. worst saturday i ever have.

monday got school. which is tomorrow. ohmygod.

today. i have no plans again. never mind. today shall be the worst sunday i have ever been ba. AND I HAVEN WATCH THE STUPID STOMP THE YARD. but 2 weeks later i m having 10 free movie tickets (: oh and 50 nike voucher so RACHEL ! I CAN GET MY FRIGGING BOTTLE ALREADY ! :D alot of more voucher lah. but alot of my vopucher booked by my friends liao.

wednesday DAMAI VS NANHUA 3pm
supporters needed :D i tink at kallang ( not sure xP)

first time in my whole history of my life.
i finished physics and chemistry homework. :D
probably ron etc etc will come chraging at my homework copying them :D
surpiriseingly im doin history soon. but chinese still left alot undone.

i feel like updating

adeline from sec one help me printed my aldof hilter's photo ! love !
history homework everybody say hilter very very common
LATER END UP ONLY I DO AR ! HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
im waiting for aldrich to meet his mother for $$$$$.
i wan to work? -.-
i miss suntec. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i miss mr kelly koh !

2007-03-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE *

2007-03-16T21:30:00.000-07:00

have you ever spend like 3 hours alone? roaming around some place ? alone just you & your mp3 ? today i did. first 1/3 of the training i totally didnt even talk at all. everybody was kinda __________ though. sorry ): dun relaly have the mood. wasnt even focusing at training today. my left arm is very painful and mr bok didnt even let me on court ! ahh, whatever

i have been choking on my saliva for the 65th time today
my left arm is numb still !! and my internal organs felt as if they moved like 10 cm after aini and me collided during training.
training sucks today. more of talking ):
me and fad always have the same type of problems at the same time
jaslene has a new name. JERRICK
my phone bill's a gone case.
jack daniel's wrist thingy is sitll on my wrist.
kim walkerman's picture outside my school is badly damaged with just a pen
i miss ron and his laughters. arh ! i cant meet them for dinner lah !
i doubt i can tomorrow :/
why are everybody swearing at me? -__________________- i swear i swear i swear
WHAT SO GOOD ABOUT SWEARING?!
i need alot of time to think about what m i doin now.
why dun i feel stress when everythings pouring on to me.
why do i feel soooooo stress about study and yet im not doin anything about it.
why cant i go out tomorrow? :/
WHY PEOPLE ARE JOINING CAMPUS SUPERSTAR? FOR FAME LAH DEN zzz.
only suntec's bubble tea the BEST and
WHY CANT STAR FACTORY FIXED MY DDR MACHINE?! >(
I WANNA CHANGE MY EMAIL TO helloiamkayan@hotmail.com
OH YEAH! i have a new name !! kaven
CARVEN,KAYVEN,OVEN ( up to you all lah ) but i like CARVEN the most :D
happy birthday to the personw ho is turning 16 tomorrow.
im gaining alot of weight and im walking like a boy ( this is shit )

one
two
three
five -__________-

you can actually explains why my blog link is like that uh.

2007-03-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

so much of a coffin filled with saga seeds.

i was trying to get in blogger & i type this eee.blogger.com . thn the next moment i was laughing my arse off lah. yesterday walked towards my house gate . i can sense that 9 of them were screaming at the top of their voices but too bad i was blasting my music off. called pizza and slacked at the playground when everbody end up doin more stuns : aldrich's BACKFLIP is very very funny. ron laughs like : heeheeehee. like some cheeopek.

i was very very very down that time end up started climbing the damn carpark thing which kinda wake me up BECAUSE ITS DAMN HIGH. ONCE I DROP THAT'S IT. my bones gonna crack/smash/break or end up climbing monkey bar. CANT THEY JUST PUT A LADDER THERE?I CANT CLIMB UP THAT DAMN THING despite the teaching of the si fu ): so i gave up . walked to the pool area. and i won felicia ! woooo !!

( im staring at chaichee sec playing netball -.- from my room )

pizza arrives blahblahblah. drink again . play play play . slack until very very late lying down under the stars. laughing and laughing and laughing until i reach home i cant even sleep. i tink my liver cannot take it anymore? im feeling very werid. & still i'm eating alot. ohh tell you all something.

RON gets the sample of the food. ( some grass thingy lah )
eats happily (:
thn others also get. & others get second helping also
RON !!!!!!!!! NO FAIR.
RON went to take more and got this damn :D :D :D face
AHHHHH !! ( he gave that sound effect ) he gobble up the thing.

****

me : ehh , this thing must cook one leh?
ron : BUY HOME AND ASK MOTHER COOK LAH. -.-

****

WE : ron , you are cute
RON : yeah thats the only word to decribe me.

****

RON : I AM GOD !!! -________-

****

RON THE MR WONG SEW SUAN ( WHATEVER ITS SPELLED LAH )

:D ITS ME AND LESTER !

ARE YOU JEALOUS RON ?!

2007-03-15T19:57:00.000-07:00

( i heard it from somewher lah. btw thats's damai & tkgs )

boy : what are doing?
mother : they are playing dog and bone.

2007-03-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

my appetite super huge these few days. i tink i am finally going through some puberty. woo. then sooner or later , people cant condamn me in their blogs saying i am still a kiddo. ^^ i eating like 3 times more than what i am eating these few days can? -.- yeah im growing fatter already. 54kg. its ok ! i will NEVER go on a diet please. i shall get fatter and fatter like ron ! ^^

morning wake up . wait for fel to appear at my house doorstep . chiong to tamp . 1.30 meet in the end 2.30 then all come and reach kfc. ~~guys~~ BOYS are like that . aldrich still told me , i know they will late thats why i will late. kimsophia still sleeping can ! at 1.30pm. p f f t ! whatever ate kfc and yeah everybody reached ! say kimberly and ruth & friends.

we don't know go wher lah. we took neoprints? as you can see like from below's post? i realised that guys very seldom take neoprint. RON is VERY VERY VERY FUNNY. without ron in my life i think i will stop laughing for my whole life. and he cant stop eating man that explains his size. he eat so many things and even samples or food placed there to try & not to gobble it up and take more .

thn bus-ed down to parkway. i don't know why aldrich keep promoting songs to me ? HA ! thn parkway-ed back homed. jsut like that. they are eatting frog porriagde now !! ): and i am at home . so sad . but my mother wants me home lah. oh well ! :D i came home like half an hour before she wants me back ! ^^

enjoy those photos.

edited

ah YAY ! they are all coming over to my house later !! so that means more photos i think ! :D but its quite demorilizing hearing people like don't want lah , don't want lah ~ ): although all say that they will come ): - 2nd impact.ONE TIME YOU WANT ME. OTHER TIME YOU DON'T. what do you want?!

2007-03-14T20:36:00.000-07:00

PICTURE TIME !BEST FRIEND !

RON AND KIMSOPHIA !

RON ! THE SUPER CUTE GUY ! he looks like he put on eyeliner

i think i spoilt the picture :/

i spoilt the picture again.

this picture suppose to be fel & ron only

im putting my index finger lah. look so vuglar . we climbed somewher :D

PUT THE MENTOSE IN THE COKE , YOU NUT
KAVEN :D & FEL
ME & RITHY
NEOPRINT ! ( NOT I DECO )
whatever :D
FEL THE FLOWER :DME AND ALDRICCCCHHH !!

END WITH RON THE SUPER CUTE GUY ! :D

RON: YOU ONLY HAVE A CHOICE.
RON OR RON

2007-03-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

i was checking my hair when after i bathe..

( natural ) ( edited )

QUESTION OF THE WEEK !

A person have been granted three wishes to become something !

#1 : he can become whiter

#2 : he can drink alot alot of water

#3 : he can see alot of babe's butt

guess what he become?

( ask me for answer )

2007-03-13T18:43:00.000-07:00

sec three camp 2007

( ahyar. i duno whats with my smile these few days lah )

EDITED

today was super tired. tired until cannot be tired anymore. chemistry starts at 9 which i duno at all ? i though chinese start at 9 . so i woke up at 9 + and went to school. people told me 10am start ok i take even longer time , 11am. and chinese canceled !! b!tch. and chemistry remindia at 9 !! -________- our class single digit went ? die. me rithy ron hsinray reach school around 10.45 -______- damnnnnnn diaoo.

after remindia went freaking down lah. went to find :B thn blah went home slacked went to training. i wasnt even NOT focus . in other words im focus lah ! thn mr bok scold scold scold. im feeling soo taned and muscluar all over. -.- OH. and its said that me & hsinray are changing our sex. i don't know why. hsinray be more man ! :D

lesson learnt today : you can never mixed two groups of friends together.

2007-03-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

i recieved alot of long long messages -.-

yesterday was the worst night. no, as i said it was the 2nd worst night i ever sleep. without _ . with hell loads of problems . with super hot weather. OMFG.i every hour i am waking up over & over again . and woken up by noven's call . i wake up thinking that remindia was 1030 so i reached school at 1015 alone. so i waited for ron for super long and i got super fedup? oh, i bought 8 days i read it. i left it at 7 eleven. OMFG. -_______-

physics remindia was :O . ok larh i learn alot of things & we were playing also? it was very funny , joking with teacher , watching the olypi( something) thingy super funny lah. laugh until i roll on the floor. come on lah, you can actually tell in this picture :

( MY FACE IS SHIT I KNOW, but the main objective is ron )

teacher was asking me. whose mine? aldrich/ron( who is sitting beside me ) /owyong ( who have the same phone as me ) PLEASE LAH. we are brothers ! :D was laughing all the way and hsinray has the SAME ring as the teacher also that adds on to the laughters. and after that call, i went down ): & have no wher to go , no aim. boring. was with aldrich rithy ron hsinray at baskatball court. felt so shit on my life that i just lie down on bball court? whatever until yanrong message came.....

):

urgh. its very sweet though. then we went to the coffeeshop . and sat with mr ng. was really really really really really really really really really really really really really funny. ron is so stupid can. really really funny ! really really funny . i don't know how many times must i repeat.

ron : teacher ? i help u do this lah. IF I CAN HOR ! you take me out of taf !! :D :D :D
teacher : no. -.-

heh. slack until damn jialat. until came up with a idea ~ i forgot that i got pool at my house downstairs -.- & ITS FREE . ohmygod. all chiong to my house. facinated by my house as usual , and slacked until went down to play pool ! EH I LOST TWICE . >:( whatever. they are just lucky lah. video something which caused rithy to came charging down at me and me screaming like a fatb!tch. HAHA! I STILL GOT THE VIDEO THOUGH !went to the playgroub and swing swing swing. !!!!! RAINED ):

all running to shelter *
fel : EHH CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT , HERE NO SHELTER !!

-.- look like a shelter but its not a shelter so we chiong to next shelter. rested for a while chiong to carpark then we got the idea of playing catching but damn sian lah saw my bikes ! :D :D :D thn went up to my house left everything at my room and chiong down again. everybody's always playing with the psp can? >:( thn me and aldrich blade. rithy fel ron cycled.

OFF TO EAST COAST !

last minute idea lah ! blade blade blade skate skate skate. took pictures all with aldrich phone and he dun want to send it to my phone !! >:( >:( I ONLY GOT THIS PICTURE LAH !

i look so dumb again

take pictures . rain ! sian sian sian ! rushed to some shelter. and we bought icecream and eat . HOHOHOHOHOHO. WE BOUGHT DIET COKE AND MENTOSE ! :D :D :D but the effect of our thingy isnt nice at all. we video it you know ! :D but aldrich NEVER save. wahlau eh. thn we drink the coke. HAHAHAHAHA . back back back to bayshore.

felicia : PUI AR ! ( in speech )
me : * spit *
felicia : * spit * [ AND IT TIO RON'S FACE WHO IS CYCLING PASS HER ! ]

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very funny

whole body pain like hell ): thn while blading back i blading pass the road thn tio honk by some cars lah thn i wanted to brake with the kerb on the road but wanted to act cool i jump up the grass and i ....

FELL -.-

its was very very painful man. but whatever. ahahahah . me & aldrich got a plan ! oh aldrich fell while doin some stuns with his leg -.- super loud super super loud. * BANG * on the floor. chiong went home bathe. very fun lah. but pain everywher. but great. i occupy myself whole day today . at night i will prob just sleep.

tomorrow remidia again ! WOAH I LOVE GOING BACK TO SCHOOL DURING SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. because i can study and i can go out too ! woo ! but tomorrow i got training >:( its okay ! but chinese remindia lei ~ i still dun have a workbook when people do until chapter 5 lei . i most probably can post those east cost photos tomorrow provided aldrich keep his promise of goin to school tml. everybody borrowed my shirt -.-

* walking to my house *
mother : !!! WHY ALL GUYS ONE?
kayan : fel , girl lah

at the rate that im goin out with them. hhahahahah sooner or later u can see me doin alot of stuns with my body and with alot of injuries man. hahahahahhhahahahahahaha. blader. hahahaha , ever see any blader faster than a car? u shall. in the futher :D

i miss you alot too ):

- THIS IS THE 4TH TIME I EDIT -

today my house very very re nao. i bring rithy aldrich ron fel to my house. my borhter bring 4 of his friends. my father bring his friend and daughter . my family got maid sister father mother. you go and count? :D

rithy keeps drinkin greentea like nobody's business despite the warnings of this :

GREENTEA KILLS SPERMS

I FAILED MY POA TEST ! ):

2007-03-12T18:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the ~~WORST~~ second worst night i have ever gone through.

TO _ _ _ _ _ :

remember when i was sec one. we werer really very close. we even go out and s'tuffs like that. everyday after school i meet you. secondary two , we always says that we would go out go out go out until slowly we never even smile to each other that all and now we are complete strangers. or worst of all. u also dislike me bcox of your peers that are like **** about me. hais.

2007-03-12T08:12:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY, FEL (:

2007-03-12T07:07:00.000-07:00

do you realised when people know that you are in trouble
they give you special care?
but only because they know you have a problem
but when they know you are alright they wun give a damn?
i don't understand what i am talking here & i doubt you all will understand to.
it's like would you all be talking to me if i have no problems?
hahahhahaha. its because people seek attention from people.
like what i am doin how. thn people will come and tag me. ' are you okay? '
thats attention seeking . bcox when i dun even say actually nobody will bother.
really. after yesterday what has happened

*****

please take care of my heart
( im not gonna seek anymore attention in this post )

im not goin to pinch anyone anymore . i hope

2007-03-12T04:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday was boring -

me and felicia walked the whole world. orchard artfriend suntec esplanade marinalsquare millientwalk every place that we could find and until those freaking guys FINALLY come out of simei lan. those stupid computers are taking away people's youth. finally got to marinal bay at around 8 plus. ( p.s i went out of house at 12 ) so i wasted 8 hours practically doing nothing !

marinal bay. steamboat. felicia went there just to eat fries. piggybags around blahx100. its very nice to know that u look part of them but actually you are a girl and they have to treat you specially nice and the best thing of all we click just fine ! except that _ uh. so there was daniel aldrich lester rithy nicky _ _ felicia ron

_ _ are two people whose names are unknown. :p

bought calsburg ( whatever ) drink drink drink drink. eat eat eat eat. got really bad and everybody was off form i wonder how many people actually cried yesterday night? we ended up at the marinal bay field. lying down under the stars and talking out every shit thats happening in the world. oh yeah. and aldrich was my concillor. i got really tired and i actually lie down on every place that i can lie. mrt. road side. mrt carriage. mrt seat. cab. bus. grass ( i was with ron's jacket though ) psst ! style your hair more often .

finally there was a cab. cabed home and i dun remember anyshit that happen along the way because i was totally knocked off i think. i hope i didnt say anything i am not suppose to say yesterday ? i really hope man. blah felt so shit that i actually greew a hue pimple overnight and i dun grow pimple so easily :/ slept all the way until 8+ & when rithy told me that remindia was at 9 . chiong all the way down and called them. and you know what???

at nine. when i reach school . aldrich was still sleeping :/ and he arrived at 9.58am . woah? he only attended 2 mins of maths remedia. decided to be late for social studies remindia. ate food . eh, 5 pratas -________- . ehh hello. all of us. ALL OF US these few days are downright broke. really we have been out out out out out out out until no more money at all ! my goodness. it feels so dapian ok?

& WE WERE LATE 45 MINUTES =X
ms tan didnt mind anyway. she a nice person :D argh. i think she gave up on us lah. and after remindia . went into the class with climbing windows of course & i scratch myself which is very pain to get into the class to take back my books and tio kaopei-ed by the school... whats that called? i dun really know.

we went to reservior. why? because we really have no money. slack talk about everything under the sun. have been out with them these few days. very fun? :D still, let me repeat that ! you look like one of them but they actually treat you even better bcox you are a girl ! heh heh heh. OH MATHS REMINDIA I GOT THE LAST QUESTION IN LESS THAN 10 SECONDS ! & i got correct. record of my life.

blahblahblah. went for netball training. was __________________. lethegic. but still , mr bok's being very nice to actually understand that we had sec three camp but still i was slacking during training all the way ? ok lah i wasnt really running that much heh heh heh. i was i duno? i keep laughing lah . oh sorry lester. its LUH.

after that rushed home. sorry to that somebody. and even more sorry to that special somebody ): hais.great. everything's screwed.

oh , i missed the damn bus 14 right in front of my eyes so i cabbed and i sat on a private taxi which only have 4 of them on the roads ONLY. heh. how lucky m i . its very nice also. hello , its a family car/taxi for goodness sake. argh. _l_

i took away lester's first piggybacked by a girl ! :D
i stole aldrich first holding of hands to a girl & PIGGYBACKED !
ahyar. wadever lah. they are used to it anyway. :D

me and felicia was at the esplanade. i saw big red ants. so i took a rock and threw it. HEAD SHOT ! only the head got smashed badly . :D & i took many ( is 6 alot? ) and wrote your name and threw it in the river. waiting for some miracle ): but things just happen just like that.

(THIS IS THE 30000 times i edited this post today )

whakcing people can be really fun but knowing that u are the worst puncher ( omfg this sounds so wrong ) worst least strength bit*ch in the whole group , sucks but apart from that being the only person that can actually whacks people and dun get whacked back is ME bcox i have assets :B HA! only POA students will know .

RON : i whack you one time but u dun whack me can? :D :D :D
(ROFL)
RITHY: ok.
*******
HSINRAY: give me one hello bear. ( oh, he meant hello panda )

2007-03-10T18:32:00.000-08:00

REPLY TAGS !
(FINALLY !)

thanks to so many people for tagging my board. really so many

阿德里: who are you?
sheryl : i am replying all my tags now lerh lah :B
ruth : i like you only , i cannot love you >< heh.
miss xingfu : chenni ar chenni . since when u see my blog got link one?
JME : only i can do that gay voice. & it spoilts my image greatly ><
GRACE : read jamie's replied tag uh. :D
wanyi : THANKS THANKS ! damai b div rocks :)
yanjun : my school is fun now ! my class lah not my school. my school filled with biatches
nicole : my blog no link lah , silly.
chrystal : we get to go camp. but camp is so F* UP MAN !
roshan : aww. 11march. but its ok. im contended.
widad : it really happened.
KIM&RUTH : i never blush eh ><
yanrong : duh. thats when im like. 2007 leh ! jan ++
nicki : ok lah. i get worst before ha.
yanjun : so is that a compliment or what? but meryl is cute for a bung what
LESTER & RON : YEAH IM GOIN LATER ! why would u even choose that place?
wilson : last time lah. wilson my hair now very short ok :P
fel : i dun bother reply you eh? i everyday see you leh

why my laopo serene never tag me?
whye joan my mei mei never tag me ):

love baby. sorry cant make it today.

2007-03-10T06:15:00.000-08:00

somehow i have alot of things to say but i rather keep quiet then to say it out and tio suan and nothing to say ^^ when a person make a mistake , they just wanna run away from it. one word innocent? wooooooo. INNOCENT uh. my english may not be as good as you but too bad im not label as being cunning as you ^^ i dun go around mixing with a group of people who i know that i can never be part of them and try and hang out with them and act as if when u are part of them and actually those people actually MOCKS at you. hate someone. like people dun hate you . yeah , im being childish . so ? whose the more immature one? when u want to be like this , your friends want you NOT to be like that. they mock at u say that u are not ______ enough. and rather than supporting and helping you they make the damn thing worst. friends do not try to change their friends & when u actually trust a person so much that u tell everything on earth to that person and the next moment she/he told other people . how sad. so much of a friendship. moreover run away from it AND asking people to follow you. woah. very ahlian uh? standing like some hooligan. please lah.

what do you even take friendship for?

2007-03-10T01:27:00.000-08:00

MY 1000 ESSAY DISSAPEARED JUST LIKE THAT ! >:(

oh my god. thats me ok -.-

how lazy is rithy :/

thats what i didnt in art class :/ thats how im feeling right now also.

blah blah x100

mrs milese is gonna kill me if she knows what im doin with her 150 dollars colour pencil.

2007-03-09T19:43:00.000-08:00

突然累了

feeling so depressed that everything seems to be opposing me.
i think i shall just sleep to numb my pain now.

2007-03-09T18:02:00.000-08:00

bad start of the day:
aldrich, my sister found the damn book. so much of keeping uh.

but the camp was builting up our friendship lah. you will know who can leads the group who can screams who can lead group and who is totally a ass and a hole. was half the time with rachel's group felt kinda you know, not close to them but they are super funny lah :D i duno why i never spend time with elvira and zheyee. and night walk was with alex and realised that derrick is NOT always in bad mood okay. he smiles very widely one lei !

but i gave the camp instrutors the i-have-attitute-problem impression. ahyar ! they like i duno how to say lah. so disorganised. we spend most of the time squating sitting eatting. i think my html link damn jiao. i want to chnage already so much of the 360+ posts :D games are lame. everbody COUNTING DOWN TO THE HOURS WE GO BACK SCHOOL. goin back school so shiok. we sing like we never sing before. all tio sunburnt.

a ____ stung me ok. i hit the water i jumped up and next thing i know its swollen like :O . instruster go into the water stand dere and he tio also . one line in my arm man ): urgh. feeling so shit now. after we reach school hall we were like lying on the ground AND mdm yani gives ot homework. stupid ars.

everybody waiting for cab outside school. got really fed up with no cab. lead to us calling cab. wooo. call cab meanwhile u can see all damaians lying on the grass at the side of the road sleeping & my cap flew away :/ finally stupid cab dun allow kimberly go in cab ): sorry kimberly . went home nobody at home. slacked outside my house. blah . chiong out for outing.

watched primeval ( wadever ) ok lah the show. i thinks its okay leh. everybody thinkgs that it sucks. all of us NO $$$ at all. its super pathetic to know that. all no $$$. even rithy. woah life is shit man without $$$. emo. everything choing in my mind. i super frustrated. chiong arcade. basketball. ddr rockfever ddr basket ball. after that i was okay. blah wadever. got aldrich rithy hsinray felicia ruth wanhui :)

today's saturday ! but i dun feel like goin out :/ but i wan to go out with lester they all eat dinner today leh. how. :/

2007-03-08T20:03:00.000-08:00

LETS START FROM TUESDAY ! :D

i forgot :/ ohhhhh ! fel me elvira went to school late -.- we were at mac lah ? but you know .. whatever? last day of term . school's very very very slow .. good news ! my march holidays are worst than normal school days. remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia remedia ( i spelled wrongly right? )

whatever is it lah hor . remedia -.- oh , im gonna enjoy the last two days of my life until i really get serious ( IM DEAD SERIOUS ) with my mid year exams 7 weeks later . hmm which equals to june holidays equals to half a year gone equals to one and a half year to o level which equals to netball physical trainings which equals to WORK $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ !!

after school had netball training. training was shi t t t t t t .. really. restless. moodless. everything until finishing of netball i was screaming around in school . everybody and seriously EVERYBODY got very very pissed off with my voice and me laughing until i drop dead in front of general office. oh, ms zan nearly died from irritation ( -.- i duno the word ) given/from me. EH ! YOU CAN TELL MY ENGLISH VERY BAD RIGHT :/

i just reached home. i chiong out -.- met zheyee aldrich rithy felicia at parkway parade was moodless at first but after that i was laughing . went parkway bought sleeping bags which were CLAIMED to be 80 bucks but it ended up to be like $13.90 . their maths are as bad as me lah ~ thn we play play play play piggyback each other at PARKWAY -.- felcia piggy bag like to KI-UP my stomach . i dun like it can :/ HA! super fun night. at food court i think we were laughing like ___________. rithy and aldrich are getting into our group's madness. thats good.

aldrich : i got to get used to you all being very high
kayan : like that then fun mah !
aldrich : ya lah. but if i go with normal friends they will tink i siao.
( something like that )

MSN CHAT
{Ron} says: hi fag
(love) KY (/love) says:hello beef.

- ITS A VERY LONG STORY WHY HE'S CALLED BEEF. :D

SECONDARY THREE CAMP 2007

WORST CAMP EVER

kayan 1 : tell me about it.
kayan 2 :I WILL TELL U EVERY SHIT THING ABOUT IT!

morning. went to meet hsinray rithy angelina :D ate delicious prata and went to school. so heng that we not late. really really super heng. brief brief brief brief ! whatever . went to campsite ! oh for your information. OUT CAMP SITE IS NOT AT SERANGOON! >:( OURS AT SAMBAWANG WHICH IS >:( . i got to campsite & I GOT SCOLDED. -.- i think the instruter think i guy :/ thn he shouted at me. -.- son of a * pissed off .

drew a flag. winners 4 tribe . intro intro intro our cheers and whatever shit. BREAK -.- super fast can? :/ got high. scream like ____________. whatever went to the park which is like opposite ( i dun complain about it now lah , i blog about it first ) throw tennis BALLS . then LUNCH -.- super fast okay. thn slack the TEABREAK -.- thn I DUNO DO WHAT LAH !! curry puffs are love ! i ate like 4/5 of them.

oh , this camp i eat ALOT . i gained 2 kg for our info. i eat breakfast. lunch. teabreak. dinner. supper . somemore i eat ALOT EH ! two packets of rice etc etc etc. 4/5 bread/sandwich/currypuffs. woah. 2 kg worth of fats. ):

thn tent pitch. bitching happened. laugh like hell. back to campsite. i duno what we do lah. wadever. night walk was __________________________________. stupid. 2 hours of walking . 3.5km walk. nothing only have to climb under a net. 3.5 KM WALK -.- talk to alex like for 2 hours.

* stares up to the sky
me : WOAHHHHHHH !
some guy : for your information , those are called stars
me : -_________________-

very super tired still must walk to CAMPSITE AND TO GIRLS TENT PICTHING SIDE WHICH SEEMS TO BE 2KM AWAY. and we got scolded for piggybacking each other. wadever right? thn me and seetleei washed hair at boys toilet. swa ! slept on the road. road = tar road = those roads that cars drives on . star gazing. talking. fell asleep.

next day. no problem waking up . pissed of by some ______. walked to camp site. breakfast. played the 9 games :/ stupid games. rifting in the afternoon. which i got stung by a jellyfish. -.- or some sea bug that is floating around the sea. I GOT BITTEN BADLY but IM VERY LUCKY -.- wadever lah !! but its very very painful ): thennnnnnnn went to our bungs rest. dinner. expression night.

expression night i was not high. was kinda down. so . i did scream lah huh. but yeah whatever comes to the dancing part was __________. was chatting with roshan all along at the back . ahyar. at the back you CANNOT see anything la. i never relly bother about expression night though and people were like asking me why i know all the cheers. lmao.

supper ! water bombs. girls got PRE-VI-L-AGE. we got colour dye tin our water bombs. super colourful. :D guys decided to put soap -.- guys damn poor thing ): GABRIEL HIT ME RIGHT AT MY NECK . ROSHAN CAME CHARGING AT ME -.- & WORST OF ALL.. we were playing water bomcs at 12am -.- and everything was very very dark. battle of the sexes lah uh. everybody running around. I WAS RUNNING AND GIRLS STARTED THROWING WATER BOMBS AT ME. ALOT OF THEM. i was screaming like..

I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !! I AM A GIRL !!!

best thing in this camp :

everybody should be in their bungs. ( WHATEVER IT IS SPELLED LAH ! ) me& seetleei sneak into the toilet. eh we sleeping at 3rd storey leh ! we sneak to first storey we bathe like 2 mins only and we sneak back. really SNEAK you know ! damn funny . somemore our hair easy dry . thn when they get the permission to bath.. like elephant EVERYBODY CHIONG ! thn me and seetleei smirk.

morning was KANASAI ! got punished. FOR NOT OFFING THE LIGHTS AT NIGHT -.-,PHOTOTAKING BREAK CAMP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D bus to school sang like hell. super duper funnnnnnnnnnny !

aldrich : this is the first time im so glad to be in school

LMAO !!!

thn rushed home. came out. can i blog about tonight like tomorrow? because my eyes are really very very very feeling very shag ( sounds wrong but whatever ) lets talk about hatred of the camp ! :D should be long.

- THEY ARE SO DISORGANISED . we spend like 1/2 the camp sitting on grass doin nothing
(oh i made plenty of rings made with grass for )
- TEK LONG BIRTHDAY ! FENNI'S BOYFRIEND ! ohmygod. sabo until like so jialat.
- GUYS WERE SOOO POOR THING. they made to make 400 grains of rice
- ONE VUGARITIE THEY SCOLD. THEY DIE !
- PUSH UP.SITUP.RUN.PUSHUP.SITUP.RUN FOR THEM ): and cleaning of water bombs
- KAOPEI TRAINERS.
- i pangsehed peiwen ): ALL THE TIME.

oh morning. they say 7 o clock wake up. 6.30 they come and shout shout shout. BY 6.45AM BETTER COME DOWN IF NOT PUMPING ! we all came down. fine. whatever. CAMP COMMANDER WHO SAID THAT 7 O CLOCK WAKE UP. ' woah? why so early ' STUPID IDIOT screamed like idiot so early in the morning. dun even know the plans anyhow make plans for people and come and kaopei us and ask us clean toilet . she even haolian she got boyfriend like so whatever?

ahyar.
this camp sucks lah. the worst camp i have ever been
the most food i ever eat in camp

BORING AND F* UP CAMP MAN !

walking out of the campsite felt so great.

sorry i never reply tags. soon alrights.
im shall throw myself on the bed after i press

2007-03-05T04:51:00.000-08:00

WHY DOES EVERYBODY THINKS THAT ME & FEL ARE TOGETHER?

she my bestfriend lah !
ew. whats with everybody in the whole world.

2007-03-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

school is boring. school is dreadful . school is sad. school's fun !

i was sleeping. (free periods,anyway) when ELVIRA just kissed me. when RON just pinch me. oh, they were playing true or dare and its like i the stupid laboratory mouse. great huh? -.- i was sleepinmg the whole day lah today. physics was physics. teacher keep repeating OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER & OVER ( i think like more than 10 times ) but still , i dun understand. oh well. :B

recess was -______________- I NEVER EAT CAN !!!!!!!!!!!
oh , on the verge of hunger. i bit rithy/owyong/elvira on their hands for foooooood >:(

two periods poa was test was great ! -.- great and claps for the amount of hair that i have lost during the paper -.- . english was free period. slept . maths was reflections. chinese was filing. social studies were corrections. went to parkway after my maths common test. dyed hair. which practically looks like still super black but great that all my white hair are gone !

we dyed hair in the nursing room :/

siao gina : *&$#)*@&^$)@(&$()@&$)(@&$)(@&)($@
* we tried to listen. but to no avail. *
hsinray : * whispers * excuse me, can repeat?

IDIOT RIGHT?

2007-03-05T04:18:00.001-08:00

I CANT SKIP CAMP LAH! ):

2007-03-04T03:02:00.001-08:00

I WANT TO GO JOLIN TSAI'S CONCERTTTTTTT

have the best days of my life. these few days.
good days. studying.playing.love.
three things mixed together. best of my life.
i think im gonna be sick soon. :/
YAY & baby i will skip camp for you

2007-03-03T22:39:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you !!

i duno whose birthday is today.
im just doin for the sake of killing my timeeeeee.
ok update on my LIVEEEEEEEEEEEE ( HAHAHA! )

so these few days have been playing like siao? super fun super love super tired. tired i peng on my bed. but i m having very very very very werid dreams. netball finals we won. i have so mani trophy. i hate the _ _ of C div sadly. reading newspaper is what i like to do? drinking coffee also .

- sorry kayan went out.

2007-03-03T06:13:00.000-08:00

IM VERY VERY VERY TIRED

i have been out these few days. slack slack slack. even after yesterday match i still went out and slack until like ____________ ok ): my hand is filled with bruscies ( whatever-its-spelled ) everybody pinching me. and aldrich shuo me as tu di of the pinching bcox i mastered it somehow. sometimeeee. -.-

MY HAND IS REALLY ALL BRUISED

MY HAND IS FILLED WITH BLUEBLACK ! & :B will slap those to pinch me. whee. ok so today morning have a very very very good night sleep until 6 oclock some people message me :/ my hand just beside my head & i woke up. -.- but i slept back after i reply though :D blah. met ms poh for chinese. felt very very very tired . ): then went to watch the pursuit of happiness with sheryl blahblahh.

met up with rithy . hsinray. felicia . aldrich . zheyee :D after that went to study. and we went to toys r us luh. thn we got the bubbles that is very sticky? wun pop easily?? and this what happened :/

zheyee blew the bubbles and she started aviod it as the bubbles fly . -.-
we made the wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sofa is bubbles. passer-bys stared at it
we made the bored kids jumped happiyl for bubbles
and fel blew the bubble at me resulted in............

ALL THE KIDS JUMPING & JUMPING AROUND ME

pathetic. LIKE THAT ! ..

kids jumping for bubbles.
us :D
u can actually see whats xu lei brain. its empty
us again
in school also can sleep until like that.

2007-03-02T07:40:00.000-08:00

notice why i put two pictures of me and elvira? one i look better. the other one she look better

food glorious food.

describtion found below.

I BOUGHT THESE ! :D

2007-03-02T02:09:00.000-08:00

we won.

i shouted like a freak
my parents came down !!
__:B__ presenece is greatly appreciated :D
farhah hit my clafs before the match ):
we won by one again.
ow yong owe me ten bucks for betting with me .
im tired.im goin out now
-6.14pm

2007-03-01T04:20:00.000-08:00

i duno wher is ruth's memory card :/
tomorrow is netball finals !
i finally know who are friends are.
my & hsinray friendship is on the tracks ):
today is a shit shit day.
so whard if u people know? i dun care

LOVE DAMAI NETBALL.

like you too . love

2007-02-28T04:15:00.000-08:00

EH. ONE MONTH DUN RAIN.
RAIN THEN COME AND RAIN SO HEAVILY.
TODAY I GOT SO MANI THINGS TO GO ABOUT LEH
THN COME AND RAIN.

AND THE STUPID BUS.
ON THE ROAD. DRIVE PASS ME.
* SLASHED*
MY WHOLE BODY WET.
LIKE SHOWER CAN.

W T F

i wished i have big big backups

i wished i have fighting skills

i wished i can beat her up.

2007-02-28T03:26:00.000-08:00

>< ~<3

i dun wanna blog :/

NO MOOD TO BLOG :/

2007-02-27T04:05:00.000-08:00

damai netball in finals.

bedok sports hall. 3pm. friday. 2nd march :D

we were down. we draw. we got 5 goals higher. we draw. they win us by two. draw. we win them by one. when they wanna draw. PEEEEEEEEEEEEE-TTT ! whistle blown :D blah. all of us were very tired and injuries etc etc etc. ankles were buring like during second quarter? usually we will rotate our position. but we didnt today. so yeah played four quarters. tired. won. jumped. hug. happy :D

im not sure about the time but yeah ! do come down and support

KAIYAN : I WAN CALL MY FAMILYYY !

MRS LOKE : (: i would like to see your father

KAIYAN: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.. ( but still. i asked them )

if they really turn up. but most probably i will not be able to see as dere will be flooded and i hope teachers do not actually complain to them about me in the meantime. but i will be very very happy of all the . p4.5.6.sec.1.2.3 they NEVER come to any of my matchs. :D IM EXCITED. woo. i hope i wun fall. dun want them to witness when i fall. but still im glad :D

ankles tearing. knee's burning. muscles screaming in pain. saw sheryl (: but she watch the tkgs match ): but still quite happy that we playing with tkgs (: but sac also happy lah. tkgs liek forever in finals hor? not bad lah. quite sad when i think of tkgs defenders though . hard to attack ):

young kids are addicted to maple story. parents are getting worried :/

today went to school like so late. BUT I WAS NOT LATE? HA! even drank two coffee. alawys though today was monday :/day passed so quickly. andddd today went like super fast. -.-VP sat beside me like on physics class. scary. i dun like tuckin in my shirt now ? :/ thn art was. drawing x10000. my sketch book is ugly ): but still... OUR CLASS 150$$ COLOURPENCIL IS SCRWEED. its suppose to be for two years. two months gone liao. i m not even bothered using it ok >;/

WHY ARE U ALWAYS STARING AT ME WITH THOSE MUTATED EYES? HUMJI KIA.

netball was wow lah :D

- serene's being sweet (:

MATHS COMMOM TEST POSTPONED :D

im still very excited my parentz coming to watch my match

my ankles shall conqure me today. pain.

i hate sweetalkers who are not sweet.

THATS ALL .

LOVE DAMAI NETBALL B DIV 2007 !

2007-02-26T16:50:00.000-08:00

KIMBERLY says:
did you look at my photooooooo (;
KAYAN says:
no? whye lei?
KIMBERLY says:
so sweet (:

-the story of the girl who have sweet photos that taste like candies.

are u feeling worried for her?

2007-02-26T04:05:00.000-08:00

now that i dun blog about whats happening. im bored :/
went around pranking people in sms when i got a prepaid card. :D
and everybody got irritated.
thats all ): im a loser now lah.

deres nothing to blog about a loser's life.
even teachers are giving up on me.

but today i wrote a 848 words essay.
mrs nair is smiling alot after my essay bcox i shouted like half the time
i-l-o-st-m-y-i-n-s-p-r-i-a-t-i-o-n-A-RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!

and ALOT of people saying that

I .... got fatter ):

2007-02-25T07:02:00.000-08:00

(nothingtoblog) hello. (/nothingtoblog)

strips are soooo outdatedd now :/ just like pokadots and checkers.
can i change i change name? can u all like start calling me another name? :/
i wonder what has happen to damai standards of looking at girls. . (Z)ANYU?
( COME ON, HAVE A BETTER TASTE? )
i have a AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE dream yesterday
i hate small sister . ( HAHA. ONLY SMART PEOPLE WILL UNDERSTAND )

I WAN TO CHANGE MY NAME.

chemistry's making me insamne. all i know is soidium cholride. ( did i even spell correctly? ) which it hO2. righttt. great. water. CANT THEY JUST PUT WATER? -.- im tired ? i need coofffeeeeee. starbucks anyone?

sweetest thing i ever seen : yesterday

one korean girl & guy was along my house downstiars roadside. very very chio and very very handsome. somemore that guy wear those singlet. very very shuai ! thn guy teaching the guy how to ride the bicycle . holding the seat when the girl cycle. thn my bus went away? thn 4 fours later i come back they are playground. the girl pulled the guy hand over her shoulders and she hold the waist. and the guy got angry somehow. thn the girl went to get the bicycle near to me? thn bring to the guy thn the guy cycled. the gal ran following the guy. very sweet. they are only 5-6 years old. the girl's hair is so nicely colour and nicely permed. ( natural of course. )

having a cold. i need sleep.

2007-02-25T06:04:00.000-08:00

):

eat until i sleep
study until stupid
read until dizzy
suspecting whats happen to me
talk until vomit
write until blur
love you until i blind
whats happen to me?

2007-02-24T22:36:00.000-08:00

CUTEST BABY ALIVE!
TOM CRUISE'S DAUGHTER .

2007-02-24T03:12:00.000-08:00

( i know i look stupid. but i like this picture )

2007-02-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

i got nothing to blog. im itching all over .

joke of the day :
A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws.

dun make me hate netball. if u think that im gonna screw up ur semi finals. thn dun put me on court lah. i say lazy because i dun wanna lie to you

{edited}

i feel sooo locked up after XXX come back ): i cant do what i want to do. i have fears goin out. i have fears when i go out ? ): its torturing . why cant i communicate with people? omg. peer problems. if u really dun want me to play in ur game .. dun put me on court no need to take the past things and shoot me ? thanks. i know very well i made ur precious. wait. mr bok's ( happy ? ) team get 3rd or 4th is nationals. just because i skiped one training. like as if i will know and one trianing nia :/

i dun talk back because i dun wan to say or def( whatever ) you. yeah im not good enough. im dumb lah hor. i dun have the brains to play. sorry lah boss. i dun put netball as important in my mind. im sorry teammates but to me. i play good ok liao. i dun look and WANT that gold very badly. with/without the gold medal . what can tt medal help me in the future? nothing.

studies if i get high o L1R4/5 i can go into JC and university and i can get a good job? want me to be a netballer for life.? ( OH SORRY ONLY UNTIL 30 PLUS? ) please lah. netball's nothing to me. im playing for the sake of mr bok and my teamates. please spare a though for me. im not as clever ( lets use the word focus? ) FOCUS as the others in the team. they can settle down and get their brains for their work. I CANNOT. u know pretty well.

because of all the netballs . lesson that i missed. school that i missed . teachers are chasing me like dogs. and i dun even understand anything. when I WAN TO STUDY. DO U UNDERSTAND? YEAH IM NOT MUCH DIFF FROM EVERYONE BUT MY CHARACTER IS DIFFERENT. I CANT STUDY WHEN IM NOT FOCUS. everyday i must think what test m i suppose to take after school. every day wait for the lesson which gives me the freakin creeps that i dun wan to attend the lesson because u people chase me stuffs?

WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?! I WAN TO STUDY . I WAN TO STUDY. but hat? netball until so late. miss lesson whatever shit. u think i like this? i dun understand more and more things. I DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ALOT OF BIG SHITS IN EVERY SUBJECT AND WHAT? ITS LIKE AS IF MY FAULT THAT I SOCRE UNTIL LIKE THAT. netball isnt everything for me. sorry. its just a game. study is.

BUT WHYE ARE U PRESSURING ME? i know im not good enough. i know my studies are like borderline whatever shit. u think i everytime also laugh like hell joke around laugh like some insane kia EVERYTIME? please lah. i ahve my problems. which are not suppose to be dere in the first place? WHY RAFFLES PEOPLE CAN BE LONER STUDY LIKE SIAO EVERYDAY. SO SMART AND JUST JOIN A FREAKIN MATHS CLUB and do well in their future? bcox of enviourment. thanks la hor.

everything is crashing me up. school . studies. netball AND ALL THE MATCHES. TEACHERS. u think i have alot of friends uh? i can talk to everybody uh? im always talking to myself. i scream and say then u all then say u are are listening. but its bcox i dun wanna make myself accept the fact that im talking to myself and i have problems communicating with u people that why i say that. if i dun say or complain that u all are not listening to me will u all even bother? no. you wun.

mayb its because i never spend time with u all in sec one bah? i was always with seniors? yeah . its my fault. i am to blame. i should take the consequences. u know why suddenly i stop talking to u people? ( certain people ) you dun bother to try to get the friendship stronger? why should i? u all dun care. I ALSO DUN CARE LA. bunch of noobs. esp u female dog. body like i duno werid shape . face like crashed paper. i wonder why do they even talk to u .

XXXX , i doubt i will ever talk to u . i duno why i just hate u . i always just have this feeling. i doubt we will ever talk. yeah i hate u alot. im sorry. but i just cant stop hating you :/ uhh but dun mistaken hor. i still hate u as much.

im tryin to suspect whats happening to me.

2007-02-22T03:15:00.000-08:00

have to blog quite short today =/

JOKE OF THE YEAR :
baoxian : DOROTHY :D WHY DO COWS HAVE BELLS????? :D :D :D
dorothy : -.- bcox their horns dun work. HOW MANY TIMES MUST U ASK?!

usually i blog very very long means i have alot of time to think and type. today i want & have to do finish my plus plus plus extra work. that includes the stupid maths noteboook that i HAVE to copy all over again ):

yesterday was like.. i slept at 9 pm... I WANT TO DRINK STARBUCKS )x i woke up and waited for feli the cab to come to my house. bcox i very very lazy . & both of us late -.- chemistry was ... TEST. I PASS !! :D PHYSIC FAILED BY ONE MARK ): recess was two bowl of food again ): OHMYGOD. THEY RAISE THE PRICE OKAY ! WHY ! so mafan can. its like one pathetic 20 cents? -.- thn need to chnage like 80 cents. -.- lets protest. but have to go singaporeprotest.com to register -.- ( if not its illegal )

blah. school is ZZZZZZ .. after school blah. went to artfriend blahblahblah. thats all.

WHY ARE PEOPLE STARTING TO WEAR BACKPACKS TOO >:( copycats

copycats are disgusting. imagine. close friends? whatever. still as disgusting

HEY . listen lah. i duno u people. and u people talk shit until your mouth rot and u freaking dao me . whats your problem. so old yet act until so gina. come one la. what do u take friendship for? is that was FRIENDS are for? okay la. whats your problem. hate jiu hate until the end what. where got hate hate halfway. eh sorry my fault then come and kaopei when u still talk behind people's back? & moreover u dao me. WHEN IM NOT INVOLVE.

what do u take friends for?

its okay when u say and try to work things out and not try to make it worst by putting ur damn temper into the matter and act like some typcial act lians what stand like a hooligan or some cheap dog or throw ur temper around as if u have ur period like 30 days a month 12 months a year. . whose being the bitch now? WHO ARE THE PEOPLE AT FAULT. thick skinned freaks who do not want to admit that they are wrong.

-how many years have u been living in this world?
your think you are perfect? - think again
u are damn fat lah. hair like mop. omg.